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rizna: the incel edition
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This is where the holden fan— [GUNSHOT]
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rizunyan
This is where the holden fan— [GUNSHOT]
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holden deez nuts
4:33 AM
haah
4:33 AM
haha
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so real
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can i see them
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The nuts? No. /j
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/10/2023 4:35 AM
explodes his nuts
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rizunyan
The nuts? No. /j
Coward
4:38 AM
/lh/j
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Holden Caulfield, about Alexithymia:

You know the deal with guns. Guns themselves aren’t that expensive, but it’s the bullets that are the real kicker. I ain’t got lots of money to me, but I know some phony boss-man didn’t need the gun. So, while wasn’t lookin, I swiped it. Simple operation. Gave the thing the name Alexithymia, it was a name I saw on my files. My only problem then, was bullets. Luckily for me, I was a lucky bastard with a lot of free time on my hands while skippin’ school, so I took the time to invest in learning how to D-I-Y some bullets so I’m not payin’ out of pocket or owing some guy money. DIY? Get it? Do-it-yourself? Shū taught me that one. Anyways, I’m the only one with this. I’ll admit, some of the others got cool weapons too. You seen that military chick’s blade? Or that metal bat — daaaamn, I’d LOVE to bash a skull with that thing. Gregathan’s got that sick arm, and hell — even the little shrimp with the whips has a cool getup. Maybe I should try somethin’ else one day.
5:05 AM

Holden Caulfield, on his past:

Tch. I wasn’t anything remarkable, y’know. You know how Shū used to be crazy strong and Heathcliff was part of a Syndicate? I wasn’t that cool. … in fact, I was just some kid who hit rock bottom. I flunked outta school, didn’t wanna tell my ma, so I decided to try and become a fixer. They don’t take kids too easily, so it took a while, but eventually small offices picked me up. Eventually, they’d let me go. Truancy’s like my middle name. If I don’t wanna be somewhere, I simply won’t be. … what, are you implyin’ I wanna be with Limbus Company? Nah. That’s not it. I kinda have to be here, if I wanna live. That’s where my want comes from. Part of me wishes I did somethin’ cool in the backstreets. Best I did was steal this gun and attach this doo-hickey to it. I make my own ammo, sometimes I steal them cigarettes that those other phonies smoke just to make some more ammo. It’s not perfect. But do you think I have the money for real bullets? Pssshh. You’ve gotta be a moron if you think so.
5:06 AM
The docs
5:06 AM
LCHS portrait
5:07 AM
I have only significantly drawn him like less than 5 times and one of em gots his nipples out
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hes making me insane
5:10 AM
I love the pose for the last img
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rizunyan
I have only significantly drawn him like less than 5 times and one of em gots his nipples out
OH SO THAT FLY IS HOLDEN
5:10 AM
OKAY GOT IT
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HES MY TYPE OH NO.
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waterblob
OH SO THAT FLY IS HOLDEN
Yeah
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ANOTHER ONE FALLS FOR HOLDEN
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# UH OHH!!!!
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THE FLY TIGHTENS ITS HOLD(EN)
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Ok nasties go kith him
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(Forgot i scrolled past this.)
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i have some self respect (i am a lesbian)
5:13 AM
/silly
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smashing that fly in a different way
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HELP
5:19 AM
You will learn he is very much the worst potential partner ever
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i can make him worse
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He may be hot but he is called the incel for a reason
5:19 AM
Umm
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Im reconsidering
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not misogynistic
5:19 AM
Just a loser.
5:19 AM
I love pathetic men
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U cant back out now u cant leave me here like thi
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LMAO
5:20 AM
YASU BEGGING
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I SWEAR YOU TWO
pwease 1
ILoveBalls 1
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/10/2023 5:20 AM
Remember the one time i said that i wanted to be the maggot munching on the hole in his gut
5:21 AM
And then realized it was holden
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FUCK
5:21 AM
I WAS WONDERING THE CONTEXT FOR THAT
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rizu how pathetic is this man
5:21 AM
pleas
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/10/2023 5:22 AM
He got laid but it was a ruse
5:22 AM
He catcalls and makes pussy jokes at soseki
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LMAO
5:23 AM
yep
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/10/2023 5:23 AM
He gets no game outside of the time he got manipulated - it probably didn't even have to be him
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LMFAOGDSPOFGSLN
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(It really didn’t.)
5:24 AM
He has def had multiple chances to get with girls but either he’s too late or he does something that turns them away
5:25 AM
And he’s like — kind of a pervert
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/10/2023 5:25 AM
He's a lad who has no capacity to introspect on why what he does turns people away
5:25 AM
As i understand it
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Yep
5:25 AM
Man couldn’t even tell that he got manipulated
5:26 AM
and like he lusts after rodion for a bit JUST bc she’s a pretty woman with charisma, but eventually he gets over it and [gasps] has a female platonic friend that isn’t ryoshu, the bisexual agenda
5:31 AM
Also i love how you guys went “oh hot” to the fly but when u realized it was holden you did 180s
5:31 AM
LMAO
5:31 AM
the true Caulfield effect
5:32 AM
The way to describe him is like
5:32 AM
Hong Lu is a manchild because he was sheltered and coddled
5:33 AM
Holden is a manchild because he’s a man who “grew up” too fast, but never properly grew up
5:33 AM
He’s a 25 year old with the mentality and worldview of a 17 year old still, and while he’s able to function and his brain is developed, he basically hasn’t matured since then
5:34 AM
That is not to say he IS a child, bc he’s not. But his ego is literally named “Immature Man’s Mark” for a reason.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/10/2023 5:34 AM
And i assume the role models he chooses to emulate are... Bad
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Yep
5:36 AM
he basically flunked out of school and couldn’t get into any wings, so he tried different offices and got kicked out a lot before joining a small syndicate… and then getting kicked out
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bro just wants a mommy /LH/J
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NO FR
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not even in the sexual sense bro jsut needs a parental figure
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HE HAS A MOM
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not to me he doesnt /J
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HE JUST CHOSE NOT TO GO HOME CUS HE KNEW HIS ASS WAS FINNA GET BEAT
5:37 AM
IF SHE FOUND OUT HE FLUNKED OUT OF ANOTHER SCHOOL
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LMFAOOOOOOOO
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Literally no name, no money, but im sure if he called his mom while with limbus she’d prob cry for a multitude of reasons
5:38 AM
LOL
5:38 AM
But like he rly just wants to protect innocence bc he lost his and is clinging onto it by being that manchild
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rizunyan
Literally no name, no money, but im sure if he called his mom while with limbus she’d prob cry for a multitude of reasons
idk who would be the one speaking but this is definitely about holden in some way https://youtu.be/nvR3IcwGJUQ
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LMAOOO
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Toast
idk who would be the one speaking but this is definitely about holden in some way https://youtu.be/nvR3IcwGJUQ
Heathcliff
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that one jojo meme of the three guys kicking one guy on the ground but its the sinners @ holden /j
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idk who would be the one speaking but this is definitely about holden in some way https://youtu.be/nvR3IcwGJUQ
me
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SCVFGGFB
5:40 AM
NO fr
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waterblob
that one jojo meme of the three guys kicking one guy on the ground but its the sinners @ holden /j
Add me to that list / hj /lh
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HELP
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Him and rodya are actually super similar and tons of scholars compare the two, they’re just diff sides of the same coin
5:40 AM
One’s a killer the other’s a loser
5:41 AM
LMAO
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HJFPKJFSLDKGSLFJGAL
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rizunyan
Him and rodya are actually super similar and tons of scholars compare the two, they’re just diff sides of the same coin
That one meme abt the guy who couldnt tie his shoelaces and everyone noticed
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rizunyan
One’s a killer the other’s a loser
the two genders /silly
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but they’re both playing up their personalities and being comedy relief to cope in some way
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yasu
That one meme abt the guy who couldnt tie his shoelaces and everyone noticed
KSJDJFNDND
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the two genders /silly
So real. I’m a loser killer
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what is
5:41 AM
/silly
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im a creep im a weirdo /ly/J/LH
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wanted to ask for aw hile
5:42 AM
JFDSOPIGJPEAORFSDJGLKSDJDFLJNGS
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Is for when ur in a silly goofy mood
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rizunyan
Is for when ur in a silly goofy mood
^^^
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is it like /j 😭
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i picked it up from them
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i mean kinda but not rly
5:42 AM
bc i feel like j is like for clarifying something is not meant to be taken literally
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its like if /j and /lh were combined i think(?)
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Yeah
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while /silly is for like, clarifying you’re just being playful or you mean it with funny intent
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i kinda use it like /nsrs and /j together
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^^^^
5:44 AM
silly has more impact than lh
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like im gonna devour your spleen /lh vs im gonna devour your spleen /silly
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oh yeah definitely read it in a silly goofy way than /lh
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LMAO
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the /lh version sounds passive aggressive...
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Exactly!
5:46 AM
into my list it goes
5:46 AM
im adding /fruity cus my eyes got opened
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HELP ME
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don’t forget /jer
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rizunyan
im adding /fruity cus my eyes got opened
is it because of me earlier kewk
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YEAH
5:47 AM
I LOVE IT
5:47 AM
oh yeah /jer
5:47 AM
There hasnt been a case where i need to use it tho…
5:48 AM
Not yet…
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My favourite one is jsrs
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LMAO
5:48 AM
I hate that sm /hj
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/JSRS HELP
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im left more confused
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Its like "i wont do something like that (unless...)"
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yennie
Its like "i wont do something like that (unless...)"
i like this because it’s a tone that can only be expressed with that particular emoji
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Ikr kkr
5:50 AM
Do you want the image?
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/10/2023 5:50 AM
that seems actively confusing, yea
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HOLDEN HAS A VOICE
3:58 PM
HE HAS A VOICE
3:58 PM
3:58 PM
IM WORKING ON A LCHS VIDEO THING W VOICES AND AKNDNSNRD
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HE SOUNDS KINDA FRUITY IN THE FRAT BOY WAY YK
4:00 PM
I LIKE IT SM THO
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THATS WHAT I TOLD HIM
4:01 PM
I GAVE HIM THE REFERENCE OF LIKE, A STUPID JOCK
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HELPPPP
4:07 PM
I NEED TO EDIT THIS VIDEO LIKE RN BUT I NEED TO EDIT THE TEXT BOXES
4:07 PM
SKDJDNNF
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WHATS HE SAYING 😭
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“Man, shut up, at least I look alive in mine”
4:17 PM
LMAO
4:17 PM
ITS A SCENE WHERE THE GUYS ARE LOOKING AT THEIR YEARBOOK PHOTOS
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EHENSBDHDHS
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Dropping these in here
1:06 AM
Fun fact: most of what holden owns, he stole
1:07 AM
like, he’ll just steal shit and sneak it back to his room. His gun? Stolen. The booze he drinks? Stolen. An entire steak? Stolen. He might conscript others to help him
1:07 AM
Like, steal a whole kitchen’s worth of food and he’ll invite them to his room to feast using the hot plate he ALSO stole.
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He def goes around sinners room to steal if he can
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100%
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Do u think he ever attempted verg's office
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He once made a bouquet of flowers for rodya to cheer her up using flowers he stole from sei’s room
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yoa
Do u think he ever attempted verg's office
The one time he did, dante had to turn back the clock. Only successful bounty was a pen
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imagine if the pen was a gift from Charon /lh
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KANFNSNFNSD
1:09 AM
he’s the king of the devious licks trend
1:11 AM
Another fun fact: he once had a “girlfriend” briefly (less than a month), but she died shortly before they could go to prom together… since then he’s been chronically bitchless cus a girl died instead of going to prom with him (worst rejection ever)
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he really should try dicks for a change /silly
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LSMDJSNFNSND
1:12 AM
he’s an accidental ally
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rizunyan
he’s an accidental ally
talk valentina holden: ally ! / ref
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LMAOO
1:13 AM
HAHAHAHA
1:15 AM
“You don’t have a girlfriend? Why? Is it cus you have a boyfriend?” - holden, probably
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I swear to god, if he say something about conversion therapy, he deserves to die
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LMAO
1:17 AM
no he would never
1:18 AM
He’s def thought “man, not even men want me. I gotta be that swagless” and then not even thought about the fact he just insinuated that, and had no issue with it
1:18 AM
He’s got the gay factor of a high school football player
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why is he like this What in the creation u create
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LMAO
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OK BUT THIS IS BETTER THAN STICKING TRUE TO THE SOURCE AND MAKING HIM A PESSIMISTIC BITCH BOY
1:20 AM
He is still like that but its underneath the outward stupidity
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True, there's enough depression in the bus (edited)
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he’s kinda depressed but he’s enjoying life still being an idiot
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Love how he's the idiotic incel /j
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Someone needed to be
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i came back to holden slander /pos/silly
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Everyday is Holden slander
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rizunyan
Like, steal a whole kitchen’s worth of food and he’ll invite them to his room to feast using the hot plate he ALSO stole.
Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:21 AM
nah yeah soseki would be down for this
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Its part of the daily program
1:21 AM
LMAOO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:22 AM
at best soseki might see him as like. a bro who does fun things but is otherwise unpleasant to talk to
1:22 AM
keep his mouth doing anything but talk and hes alright probably
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so real
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thats EXACTLY how he should be
1:22 AM
Only people who see more than that is rodya and heathcliff
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:23 AM
I want to say soseki would be willing but really she'd get permanently turned off at the pussy jokes
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DDGBGV
1:25 AM
Yeah no considering how often either him or rodya enter each other’s rooms either sobbing or with booze in hand (or smuggled foodstuffs) they kinda connect on a deep level
1:25 AM
That’s his Girl Bestie
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:25 AM
I think its funny how everyone soseki connects to on a deep level seems to have a relationship with someone she considers a red flag being waved
1:26 AM
but seeing that I think her opinion would at least be like "okay, not a complete dipshit" re: holden
1:26 AM
there's the Potential, probably, for them to be on speaking terms
1:26 AM
(how old is holden)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:27 AM
would he call soseki an old fart/old hag
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I was expecting him to be older ngl
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:27 AM
would he call outis an old hag??
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He has called both victor and outis old hags
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
would he call soseki an old fart/old hag
Nah
1:27 AM
He might just call her “lady”
1:27 AM
LMAO
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yoa
I was expecting him to be older ngl
In the book he’s 16-17
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:28 AM
ok thats actually better than what I was expecting
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LMAO
1:28 AM
NOT IN A CREEPY WAY BTW
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:28 AM
like "yo, cat lady. Were you chasing rats?" or something like that I think
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Young lady etc I can understand cause other languages the translation are fine, formality and all But lady in English just feel weird
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Ywah
1:29 AM
yeah*
1:29 AM
LMAO
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Better than using wahmen /silly
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:29 AM
I've taken to referring to my friends as "chef" sometimes
1:29 AM
yes chef. on it chef. thank you chef.
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Naw the levels are Girl / girlie Lady / Ma’am Granny / Old Hag
1:29 AM
I GET CALLED CHEF
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CHEF HELP
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:30 AM
because you are cooking all the time
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They do indeed cook
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LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:30 AM
i am sorry to holden. I thought he would call soseki like "pussy bitch" or just go pspsps whenever he needed her attention
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if they were close, yeah
1:31 AM
He calls heathcliff “motherfucker” every other sentence
1:31 AM
But that’s bc they’re best bros
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Endearing way
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He’s not that much of an asshole but he’s def not at all formal LMAO
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motherfucker (affectionate)
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EXACTLY
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Love you bitch /aff
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(strums guitar) i aint never gonna stop lovin you (strums again) bitch /ref
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:32 AM
i would hope that he would call bateman "cunt"
1:32 AM
oh wait like
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“Heath. Yo heath. … this motherfucker…” (Slaps him in the back of the skull) “EY. I’m tryin’ to talk to you, motherfucker.”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:33 AM
my assessment of how serious "cunt" is affected by my living in australia
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LMAOO
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verg killing both of them for keep cursing in front of charon
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:33 AM
does he reserve that for very serious insults
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rizunyan
“You don’t have a girlfriend? Why? Is it cus you have a boyfriend?” - holden, probably
(nsfw text) holden:
SPOILER
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LITERALLY
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
does he reserve that for very serious insults
100%
1:34 AM
Holden’s the type of dude to say “pause”
1:34 AM
Or say weird shit that turn off someone
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:34 AM
"how rubbery that pussy" - holden trying to flirt, probably
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“Hey, heath. Hold me — pause — while I get in this hole — pause again.”
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HOW RUBBERY
1:35 AM
EISKEKSKF
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NAUR
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:35 AM
to soseki, probably: "cat lady. you've a rough tongue, right? can I see how rough it is?" [blowjob motion] (or is that too crude)
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This is a lost case
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STOP
1:36 AM
KENDJDJFD
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Def has gotten kill by the girls before
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he’s not that gross
1:36 AM
Oh 109%
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girls night out
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:36 AM
ok will recalibrate holden grossness 🫡
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He’s never outright about it, but he’ll say it when not looking and after extensive internal thought
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Girls night, and it's just the girls holding their weapon hunting for the fly
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me every night with baygon in my hand
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:37 AM
baygon?
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yoa
Girls night, and it's just the girls holding their weapon hunting for the fly
Most fun they’ve had in a WHILE
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Sei and Ryoshu using wasabi up his nose
1:38 AM
Torturing him before killing him /lh
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
baygon?
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LOL
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i drew that before baygon is insect spray
1:39 AM
i sniped down three flies that night and drew that immediately after HFBDD
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:39 AM
master sniper...
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Wait, omg One of the girl is holding a fart spray towards his room oh no
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HELP
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:40 AM
IT'S ISHMAEL WITH THE STEEL CHAIR
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like, to put it simply, he’s annoying and kinda grimy but he isn’t exactly an asshole or a creep. Just kinda like… a teenager at heart, yk?
1:40 AM
OSJFNSFNDNF
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:40 AM
oh gotcha
1:40 AM
just says stuff without thinking through the implications
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Holden wouldnt go “girlllll you have a fat ass” to someone but he’d def let them pass by then elbow heath like “that dumpy tho? 👀
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
IT'S ISHMAEL WITH THE STEEL CHAIR
she chucks it at him like in her roseate ego
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rizunyan
Holden wouldnt go “girlllll you have a fat ass” to someone but he’d def let them pass by then elbow heath like “that dumpy tho? 👀
CRYING
1:41 AM
It's so curse how heath and Holden get along and maybe even fuck
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MAYBE EVEN FUCK SJFJSNFNNSND
1:41 AM
it was “experimentation” /j
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bro homo /ref
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"we fuck each other so we don't die virgin" holden saying Heath stay silent in not mentioning cathy
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bromance
1:42 AM
HKEPSNDNSNFNS
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FUCKKKK
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I love K-drama
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:43 AM
they said no homo so its fine
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They get along mostly bc they view the world fairly similarly, but heath def questions why he hangs around this dude pretty often
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
they said no homo so its fine
They kept their socks on
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No homo we 6-feet apart no touching
1:43 AM
NOT THE SOCKS
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rizunyan
They get along mostly bc they view the world fairly similarly, but heath def questions why he hangs around this dude pretty often
And once he looks at his other options, holden’s the least annoying / most entertaining
1:44 AM
I KNEW i smelt toast around here
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:44 AM
holden seems like you could dare him to do something funny often
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Oh 100%
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:44 AM
like "bro i dare you to jump straight on that glass table"
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Him and ryoshu bonds bc she goads him into doing the dumbest shit
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rizunyan
I KNEW i smelt toast around here
i’m playing overwatch and checking discord occasionally
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LOL
1:45 AM
fun
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Gotta go,see u guys later
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:45 AM
"Holden. E.T.B." [Eat this bug]
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Bye yoaaa
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
"Holden. E.T.B." [Eat this bug]
“Oh nice, free protein.” “That’s— not— Ryoshu?!” “…heh.”
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1:47 AM
THE LOBSTER
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yoa
Gotta go,see u guys later
cya
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Ok but holden’s from new york so he also uses slang and honestly him and heath are just diff flavors of the same ruffian
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:49 AM
does he... you know... [bada bing bada boom gestures]
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SOMETIMES
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:50 AM
bumps into someone and goes "EY IM WAALKING 'ERE"
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he knows it makes people laugh
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:51 AM
positive attention!
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He also def calls people kid/son
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:51 AM
leans on galatea and calls her girlie
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SKDJSNNF
1:52 AM
The horror of holden and heathcliff exchanging slang
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:52 AM
she cannot understand anything that's being said
1:52 AM
she opens a dictionary. it does not help. her eyes spiral. holden notices that his armrest is heating up
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“Are you taking the piss?” “Holden, what the hell are you saying?” “Heath told me it. Don’t act like you don’t know.” “….you’re insufferable.” “And you’re a brick, Sei.”
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A BRICK....
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:55 AM
a brick...
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LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:56 AM
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HELDKFKSMFM YHAT WAS SO FAST
rizunyan pinned a message to this channel. 7/11/2023 1:57 AM
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 1:58 AM
heh... they call me a... "quickdraw" artist...
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Amazing
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HELPPP
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Need i say more
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HELL NAH
3:27 AM
GET THIS MAN OUT OF THE BUS
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RIZNAAAAAA......
3:27 AM
SchmiddyHush
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:27 AM
this makes me think like
3:28 AM
the older members of the bus might need to sit down and give holden the birds and bees talk
3:28 AM
like just to make sure that he knows what hes doing
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LMAO
3:29 AM
he’s the type to do what i did and go “clitoris? Ain’t that the big red dog?”
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AAAAAAAAAA
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FUCKKKK HELP ME
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I WANT TO KILL HIM
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LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:31 AM
Meursault walks in with an illustrated diagram. several sinners are trying not to laugh. he pulls out a little pointer. Holden is confused. Meursault points at the diagram, pasted on one of the windows. It is a... well-rendered phallus. Charon is thankfully out of earshot. "The penis, also known by alternate names, such as-" The sinners quiet down, and hold a collective breath. "-a cock," # 5 minutes laughter, unskippable (edited)
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# HELPPPP
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:32 AM
The sinners collect themselves. Ishmael is clinging onto a chair. Faust is making weird exhaling noises - oh, that's her laughing. Holden is still confused. Meursault pinches the bridge of his nose. He continues. "...or a weiner," # 10 MINUTES LAUGHTER, UNSKIPPABLE
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KNVGJHJ
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imagine vergilius walking in on this and meursault is still calmly explaining the many many terms for penis to holden
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:36 AM
"...a dick, a meat rod, a one-eyed bandit, a trouser snake..."
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several sinners have died of asphyxiation
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ONE-EYE BANDIT?????
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Holden “Oh, you mean my wee wee? Yeah, I know about that one.”
😭 2
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waterblob
several sinners have died of asphyxiation
I know I would have passed out from stomachace
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:37 AM
The sinners who laugh are escorted out of the room. Soseki has died holding her breath. The lesson continues relatively uneventfully. A few inappropriate questions from holden, maybe, but otherwise, probably productive. They move on. Meursault flips to the next page of diagrams. "This is-" "Oh, I know this! that's a QOUCHIE!" Galatea dies. Faust has to sit down.
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FUCKKKKK
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yoa
ONE-EYE BANDIT?????
Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:38 AM
yeah idk this is apparently real and not just a reference to slot machines
3:38 AM
or was it one eyed snake
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
The sinners who laugh are escorted out of the room. Soseki has died holding her breath. The lesson continues relatively uneventfully. A few inappropriate questions from holden, maybe, but otherwise, probably productive. They move on. Meursault flips to the next page of diagrams. "This is-" "Oh, I know this! that's a QOUCHIE!" Galatea dies. Faust has to sit down.
meursault be like "wrong." and continues
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also speaking of this i remember that meursault has banged someone before in his source material and that he's described to be very very bad at banging
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i bet he’s better than Holden “hired a prostitute in his source and vented to her instead of boning” Caulfield
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:42 AM
The lesson continues. The corpses are escorted out. Meursault pulls out a small plastic packet. "Do you know what this is?" He says, hoping that Faust can catch her breath. It's a condom. No more words need to be said about the humorous potential of this item. "Ah, yeah, my pals and I would fill them up with water and beat each other up with them." Yi Sang excuses himself. Outis sits down.
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Heathcliff is sweating, as he is one of “[his] pals.”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:43 AM
bodysack (condom)
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rizunyan
i bet he’s better than Holden “hired a prostitute in his source and vented to her instead of boning” Caulfield
this is gonna hurt me to say but he's better than yi sang in the wings where "got gaslight by a prostitute, 1 months of sleeping pills, and end up getting cuck"
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LMAOOO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 3:43 AM
YI SANG???
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YI SANG GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER BRO
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well yi sang is inspire by multiple works so
3:43 AM
the sinner yi sang is inspire by The Wings and real life writer his ego is well of course, Crow's Eye View (edited)
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YI SANG INDEED
3:46 AM
gubo and sang yi both take the roles of his wife in the book i think
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waterblob
gubo and sang yi both take the roles of his wife in the book i think
yep
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also yeonsim is the name of his wife??? i think???
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you know what
10:00 PM
(Shuffles cards around, drinks highlighter pink starbucks drink)
10:00 PM
(Pulls a card out)
10:00 PM
More trauma for this man.
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go on
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(shuffles cards again, drinks more of the drink)
10:03 PM
friends with benefits with rodya.
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it’s complicated, depressing, but “necessary” for them.
10:03 PM
(Throws a few cards out the stack, shuffles them)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:04 PM
(holds head in rodya fan. shaking my head because I can see it and I agree)
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(pats your back in rodya fan solidarity)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:05 PM
we are putting her in miserable situations and watching voyeuristically
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I’m doing it to both of them ok
10:05 PM
Man is doomed to never have a healthy relationship
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:06 PM
the devil on my shoulder tempts me to encourage this. the other devil on my other shoulder wants to see him thrive (invested in narratives of emotional growth. and rodya) (edited)
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LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:06 PM
and rodya.
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We gotta wait (looks at the wall, covered in ink smudges) … like 20 cantos, bro.
10:06 PM
Before that emotional growth even begins
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:07 PM
i will writhe on the floor like a beached fish and/or bake you a cake if you will tell me what his canto is composed of, even if incomplete
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LMAO
10:07 PM
A BEACHED FISH
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:08 PM
(if you give me a holden ref I'll draw him too. I was trying but all I remembered was his hat)
10:10 PM
10:12 PM
v2
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i will writhe on the floor like a beached fish and/or bake you a cake if you will tell me what his canto is composed of, even if incomplete
So far, i’m thinking it’s a replay of everything that lead him up to where he is today. His truancy and bad grades, expulsion from school, the loss of his innocence, losing his brother Allie, witnessing all the grossness when he decides to be on his own. He has to see every bad choice he’s made from a different perspective, like watching your shadow follow you and seeing you’re REALLY BAD at making choices. Even up to the girlfriend he had briefly dying, the implied sexual advance he faced from a former teacher, and seeing all of the fixer offices that kicked him out in his late teens - up til he’s with Limbus, he has to watch it all over again as he’s realizing “shit, maybe i’m not as grown or as smart as I think I am.” And realizing he really does have to grow up
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bruh...
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
v2
DKJSNDNDNF P MUCH
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:14 PM
cheering him on. i love to see a bro learn and mature from their past mistakes
10:15 PM
invested in him the same way I turned my cousin around from being an absolute dipshit just by giving him positive attention
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rizunyan
LCHS portrait
Also this is a good ref for his hair + hat and his scars on his face, his LCB uniform is like outis’ but without the vest and his jacket reaches down to his hips (and is naturally made like that, kinda like ryoshu’s)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:16 PM
so it's somewhere between a full jacket and a crop jacket
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Kinda
10:17 PM
the uniforms are weird lol
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:17 PM
for sure
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its like ishy’s length for better ref but NOT ripped
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:17 PM
oh Gotcha
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invested in him the same way I turned my cousin around from being an absolute dipshit just by giving him positive attention
Yeah! And he has to realize that he’s already made a ton of growth within LCB, in being less gross and pessimistic to just being able to stay and do his work — even if it’s so he can not die, sometimes thats good enough of a reason to just do what he’s asked. Or the hope that he can protect others like his little sister or the children to come of this messed up city
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:18 PM
I (will be/am) proud of the growth he will/has achieve(d) (edited)
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LOL
10:19 PM
but yeah like thinking abt it the fwb arrangement makes sense
10:19 PM
And eventually they just kinda. Stop, but that’s not for a WHILE
10:22 PM
And it’s something he’s pretty hesitant on. Like, she’s giving him that look - the almost puppy eyes - and he’s like “no, you’re not doing this, I’m not that desperate and neither are you” But that’s obviously a lie
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:23 PM
it's just a release for emotion, yeah?
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Yeah
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:23 PM
I'm curious - what's going through both of their heads during all this?
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since it seems like a distraction from misery, rather than just purely friends with some extras (edited)
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I mean, it’s fairly easy to go all in when needing distraction, but there’s likely some hints of shame and anxiety. Like “oh god, what if others find out” or “geez, I’ve really hit rock bottom”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:25 PM
post nut shame...
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Usually they just kinda push it aside during the daylight, and remain friendly as usual
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auh,,,
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Sometimes all he has to see is her dead eyes and smudged makeup and he already knows what’s to come
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:28 PM
that's a very hot look tbf
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SO TRUE
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TRUE
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:30 PM
channeling my brain powers and like. the emotion within me is "my god I need to take care of this woman who is taller than me"
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REAL
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LMAO
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rodya deserves the world tbh
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I’ve drawn something like that before hold on
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:31 PM
oh god are you trying to make my heart burst
10:31 PM
with Rodya Big Love
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:32 PM
im not normally the type to do this but wheroggogheorufsduli I made a noise looking at this
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LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:34 PM
symptoms (of looking at this):
  • made a funny noise
  • bit her finger
  • brought tears to her eyes
  • Wellspring of maternal emotion bursting forth (I need to shower this meow meow)
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In the process of finding this i found an old ishcliff drawing i did to illustrate from a rp
10:35 PM
Mf’s face is iconic
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:36 PM
ooooo
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RIP holden
10:38 PM
First girlfriend died just so she wouldnt go to prom with him (not actually, just a meme) Lost another potential gf to his old roommate Then he got manipulated by his coworker And then he entered a situationship with another coworker
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:39 PM
holden has it rough. poor lad
10:40 PM
i think its funny how my view of him has shifted from like "ew gross nasty incel" to "with all the power in my means I will see you grow and be happy"
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LMAO
10:41 PM
that’s how it’s supposed to be
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:41 PM
fallen into your devious trap!
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And with sei its like
10:43 PM
“Oh she is so cute and pretty and i love her oh she’s a horrible person who deserves the worst”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:43 PM
yeah, a little bit
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And then the small aftertaste of wanting her to be free so she doesn’t have to be so horrible
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:44 PM
...more than I want to admit, because I do feel bad about holding such feelings for others' ocs
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LOL
10:46 PM
Its like understanding an aggressive cat
10:47 PM
The cat was heavily abused probably, and aggression is how its able to survive
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:47 PM
oh yeah I've had to deal with that before
10:48 PM
it's a whoole thing about how to negotiate with it in such a way that the cat feels comfortable opening up and not tread on its boundaries, and not only winning but maintaining its trust
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Mhm
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:49 PM
that said... all this makes me think about is soseki going pspspsps to sei just for kicks
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LMAOOO
10:49 PM
“Pspspspspspsps”
10:49 PM
holden and sei are dog and cat, this is canon i decide it
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 10:49 PM
I hope sei gets to open up in due time
10:50 PM
the cat owning a cat...
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we gotta wait (checks wall again)………. (Counts on fingers)
10:50 PM
13 cantos
10:50 PM
No 12
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i think boys will be bugs fits holden its a cavetown song
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SO REAL
11:04 PM
JDNDNFNA I FIND IT FUNNY THE FLY IMAGERY JUST FITS HIM
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HELP I KNOW RIGHT
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I made it just as a “man i wanna see his chest”
11:13 PM
But also like
11:13 PM
…. I had to make it nasty …
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 11:16 PM
nasty indeed it was <- "worming wriggley in his gut hole"
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I AUDIBLY REACTED TO THAT
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HELP
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Most of the time when i talk to u guys im in vc with toast so if u see me yell at him in chat i also prob yelled at him in vc too
11:24 PM
and i literally sent that, went “they’re gonna hate this” and then when ruby sent that i went “OH GOD ITS HAPPENING” (holden simps!)
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H E L P
11:30 PM
the multitude tightens its hold(en)
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SKDJSND
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/11/2023 11:34 PM
(this is a joke but I think you'd find it funny)
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HEKSKFKSN
rizunyan pinned a message to this channel. 7/11/2023 11:37 PM
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HELP
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Abt to start a “shit said abt holden” thread
12:35 AM
Between this and the maggot thing it’s starting to get worrying /silly
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I swear the more u make him disgusting (jokingly), the more people are gonna like him
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I MADE HIM INTO A LITERAL FLY
12:40 AM
AND PEOPLE STILL SIMPED
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/14/2023 12:46 AM
its less that i find him hot and and more that I want to be the cute (hot, beautiful, etc) neighbor who encourages him to improve himself
12:47 AM
feed him some stew or something and say that there's more where that comes from if he wants to take cooking lessons with me
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LMAO
12:48 AM
The self-improvement route
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love that
12:48 AM
Ur the “i can fix him” he needs
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/14/2023 12:51 AM
unironically using kindergarten teacher methods with him and gives him a sticker whenever he does something nice and good
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LMAO
12:53 AM
Positive reinforcement
2:26 AM
He’s fucking done
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/14/2023 2:27 AM
wow! it's a teenage adult!
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LMAO
2:27 AM
SO REAL
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This mf makes Heathcliff look small.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/14/2023 3:10 AM
is it bc his face is somewhat larger
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rizunyan
This mf makes Heathcliff look small.
he has a very slappable face
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
is it bc his face is somewhat larger
No it is bc he is 196 cm and i think heathcliff is 180
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rizunyan
Click to see attachment 🖼️
YOOOO LETS GOOOO
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THIS IMAGE GENUINELY RADIATES THE VIBES OF LIKE HOLDEN INTRODUCING HIS LESBIAN FRIENDS
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 12:13 AM
yeah he has a look on his face thats like "take a look. pretty cool, huh?"
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What up, gang, i’m Holden Caulfield, these are my lesbian friends. We got Vicky, she’s an old coot, but her wife’s pretty dope. Then we got Iris, she’s got some attachment issues, and I think she doesn’t know English cus she doesn’t respond to me when I talk to her, And sei… …. … Sorry, man, i’m not allowed to say anything else. She might beat my ass if I do.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 12:14 AM
PHAHAHAHAHA
12:14 AM
what does iris think of holden i wanna know whats going on in her noggin
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rizunyan
THIS IMAGE GENUINELY RADIATES THE VIBES OF LIKE HOLDEN INTRODUCING HIS LESBIAN FRIENDS
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holden be like
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SLKDKF LITERALLY
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
what does iris think of holden i wanna know whats going on in her noggin
She def sees him as just some giant oaf on the surface, and thus generally disregards but occasionally plays into his antics if it makes her laugh. But she knows he’s prob got some things going on, and she kinda hopes he finds what he wants to do in life and walks his path earnestly. cus to her, it’s very obvious he’s an aimless man
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 12:17 AM
so shes playing along with the, uh, Lesbian Collection Presentation, for kicks
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Yep
12:17 AM
It’s prob humorous to her and she always aims to make her days a little less dull
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Cus like, holden’s a funny dude even if he’s doing it to protect his innocence And iris, who is def older than him, knows that. She might even be helping him a little in playing along, but also knowing when to draw the line
12:34 AM
It’s not like victor and sei, who are kinda just. Tired of him.
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rizunyan
THIS IMAGE GENUINELY RADIATES THE VIBES OF LIKE HOLDEN INTRODUCING HIS LESBIAN FRIENDS
Does Holden have no weapon?
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i purposely left it out bc 1. Fuck making a gun 2. He is THAT sloppy.
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Make sense
12:52 AM
Man going to work and forget his own weapon
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Note how he doesn’t even have an ID or a jacket
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Mans is sloppy
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He's so fucking sloppy
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HELP HE'S SO STUPID /pos
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LMAO
4:37 AM
He got kicked out of school for low grades bro
4:37 AM
Mans is dumb
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LCHS’ setting and story minus like, a few smaller things is generally lighter, so reinterpreting holden and rodya’s situationship feels easier Perhaps they’re just wholesome friends, maybe they have the unhealthy bits, but it’s not the shitshow of LCB
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Maybe they’re workout buddies, who occasionally get a little too personal
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a shared class meaning study friends, and being over at her place just means things get awkward
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 7:46 PM
That's cute
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yeah
8:08 PM
she IS in a relationship but it's fairly relaxed, but i feel like they have a "you traumadumped on me and i did it back so i feel soulbound to you but also all 3 of your boyfriends give me weird looks so lets just be homies" vibes
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 8:11 PM
No space for boyfriend 4...
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It requires approval from boyfriends 1-3 unfortunately
8:11 PM
😔
8:12 PM
Also provides heathcliff ammo towards holden
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 8:12 PM
Ah. The council of boyfriends. I understand
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Basically how it goes down
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 8:55 PM
sajdfhkjlashkjlh adorable
8:55 PM
gregor looks so cute
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I like to draw gregor chewable
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 8:56 PM
he still keeps the beard/stubble in the lchs?
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I hc him as transmasc and he’s around like 17-18 so i imagine it’s there both bc of puberty but also gender affirmation
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 8:57 PM
gotcha gotcha
8:57 PM
wait also what is outis, old lady of the bus, doing
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LMAOO
8:58 PM
She’s part of student council and jrotc, she p much follows around either victor or dante
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 8:58 PM
jrotc?
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Junior Reserve Officers' Training Corps, basically the precursor to the army for high schoolers LOL
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 8:59 PM
ah, the high school to military pipeline,
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Exactly
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:02 PM
i am forgetting if the killing game and lchs are separate aus
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They are
9:04 PM
The polycule vs the polycule if holden was permitted
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Hong lu is always :D
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:05 PM
boy of eternal sunshine
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He is happiness itself
9:05 PM
Big of heart, dumb of ass
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:06 PM
whats everyone else doing
9:06 PM
i know rodyas like
9:06 PM
the hottest person in the school <- blinded by rodya-colored goggles
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LMAO
9:07 PM
SHE IS THOUGH
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:07 PM
printing rodya out for my whiteboard again
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she’s gossip-central and the (problematic) star of the performing arts program
9:07 PM
literally the most outgoing person ever but def not emotionally sound at all
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:08 PM
makes sense
9:09 PM
is........ charon still the bus driver
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JSNDJDJD NO
9:09 PM
she’s a freshman who is always in verg’s office
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but she WANTS to be the bus driver
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:10 PM
buys one of those (stupidly expensive) steering wheels and brakes for computers and plays asseto corza all day to practice
9:10 PM
"don't worry. I'm qualified. I speedrun Gran turismo."
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LMAOOOO
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but yeah yi sang runs art club and he helps sei with yearbook, Faust is stu-co VP and debate club champion (too smart for her own good), Don quixote is a weeb in the most uncomfy way (bc 90s-10s japan like setting, she is token weeb exchange student) but she is so happy to be here ryoshu is the poster child for a delinquent, also a chronic rhythm gamer and a hashiriya / street racer, Meursault runs cooking club and keeps don out of trouble, Hong lu is stu-co treasurer, the other star of the performing arts, and charisma 100, Heathcliff’s the bottom of the barrel delinquent, just kinda scraping by - used to be on baseball team but grades got him kicked off, Ishmael is the wet towel stu-co president, crumbling under pressure and occasionally bright in the mind Rodion we went over i love her, Sinclair’s a little chicken nugget in theater and he helps with yearbook sometimes (also gets harassed by kromer), Outis we went over, Gregor’s the butt of all the jokes in theater, but he also does sports and hangs w/ holden heath and ryoshu (no roach arm just prosthetic), Victor runs theater and bio club, and she’s the valedictorian with faust, basically chronic overachiever (and rodya’s biggest foil), Sei runs yearbook and is in art class, but also runs an anonymous gossip and news column that her and rodya collab on, Holden is a loser, but he’s kinda like heath except where people tolerate heath holden is a menace that they dont get along with. He is big stupid jock energy. Iris, at least for now, is part of the debate club and a class representative, she usually helps organize events and take polls. also in agriculture club :)
9:24 PM
Oops
9:25 PM
I have like a deeply-woven intricate social web of who’s friends with who, how things change with forming relationships or diff social events, the impact of that gossip column
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There’s even like, the equivalent of the LCM maid cafe - a boba shop that Hong Lu works at, and at one point Holden, Sinclair, and Ryoshu work at
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And maybe more.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:27 PM
waow, sounds fun
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Holden also got kicked off the baseball team but it’s bc he barely showed up
9:29 PM
Thats kinda how him and heath became friends. But as heath kinda becomes less of a loser holden just stays in place
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:29 PM
he'll figure it out when he's older. probably. i hope. please
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Oh yeah he somehow gets into community college and starts to get better but its late bloomin’
9:31 PM
It’s lil’s law and justice class that sets him straight
9:35 PM
Ruby don t ask me fuckin questiosn abt LCHS i will infodump /silly
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:35 PM
my friend the dulcet tones of the text coming through discord is like music but words to my not ears but eyes
9:36 PM
NO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:38 PM
heathcliff strikes me as the type where if he was part of a shoujo manga he's a delinquent who has to skip school to take care of his multiple siblings
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LMAO
9:38 PM
He would tho
9:40 PM
Saude wears the mascot costume but when senior year hits she tells heath she’ll pay him for each event if he does it instead, and he agrees and treats his mom (and ishmael) to some nice things
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:41 PM
what is the school mascot
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:43 PM
ok i was thinking that it was going to be an individual head of the shiibake or Jerry (??)
9:43 PM
nice to know that its the entire family of heads
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it’s just conceit
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:44 PM
OH THATS WHAT KONSHI IS
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for the AUs we split shiibake’s forms up
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YEAH
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KSJDNSND
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:44 PM
somehow managed to skip over the mascot illustration
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and just see the girl
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
ok i was thinking that it was going to be an individual head of the shiibake or Jerry (??)
Jerry’s actually a little plush that lilith uses in her classroom to keep discussions neat
9:45 PM
The Speaking Jerry
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At the start of each semester its passed gently but by the end its essentially LAUNCHED
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:45 PM
jerry..........!
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
somehow managed to skip over the mascot illustration
LMAOOO
9:47 PM
Yeah no there’s chibi-konshi (suit) and konshi (cosplayer)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:47 PM
did the school pay to use her likeness
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Yes
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:48 PM
lmao
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Same goes for QT using affection’s likeness as their mascot
9:48 PM
Catgirl boba tea sells so well tho.
9:48 PM
Holden hates the smell of honey bc of that job
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DJDJSJ I DROPPED MY PHONE
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/16/2023 9:52 PM
catgirl boba tea lmao
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Some covers make holden more lame than he already is
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Killing game au
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/17/2023 10:15 PM
wait what
10:15 PM
sei and holden - AND HOLDEN'S THE UKE??
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ITS A JOKE
10:16 PM
she kills him and rodya
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/17/2023 10:16 PM
# NO
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Rodya bc she was an easy target, holden bc she despises him
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/17/2023 10:16 PM
but I'm intrigued.
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LMAOO
10:17 PM
The only AU where these two REMOTELY get along with each other is LCM
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/17/2023 10:34 PM
he has yet to meet someone that can outsmart bullet... except faust, probably. and yisang, too. I think there are more people out there who can outsmart bullet, but for the most part, nobody can outsmart bullet.
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They may outsmart bullet but they wont outsmart him charging you with the blunt end of that weapon
10:35 PM
Or doing what this dude did
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/17/2023 10:37 PM
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ahahdjahdbsnd
10:37 PM
SO REAL
10:37 PM
Its ok! It can get reversed!
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/17/2023 10:37 PM
I was gonna say wienus insted of ribs. idk if that makes it any funnier
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LMAOOO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/17/2023 10:38 PM
This Man Does Not Know Gun Safety
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He doesn’t! He stole that gun
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No classes given for stolen artillery
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/18/2023 4:51 AM
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(I didn't have time to pull out height comparator but im 169cm tall)
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(and it's funnier if he slouches)
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DIFJDJJD
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HELP
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In LCM holden is in a band (drummer) but he also does edm production on the side. Grimy shit.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/18/2023 10:55 PM
oh yeah I like the blue archive mix one
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aiobahn based uvu
10:57 PM
hardstyle def his shit
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Old garage, a 15-year old sound system, his ass and a mixer
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“Ey, heath, listen to this shit!”
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The entire ground shakes
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/18/2023 11:00 PM
there's a washing machine with a brick sampled in there, I bet
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100%
11:03 PM
He doesn’t produce for the band for a reason
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But then he gets PISSED when sei’s like “lets move to more experimental shit”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/18/2023 11:04 PM
no yeah I'd be with him on that one
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he’s like WITHOUT ME????
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SNORTS
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FUUUUCK CAMELLIA
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LMAO
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ITS CUS I SAID HE’D WEAR A FACEMASK WHEN HE HOSTS RAVES
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BUT THEN LIKE
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WEAR IT WRONG
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Like this
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its a fashion statement/silly
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
DON'T YOU DARE DISRESPECT THE GOD OK
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LMAOOO
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IM VERY PASSIONATE ABOUT CAMELLIA /silly
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I DIDNT MAKE THE COMPARISON
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IM JUST A WITNESS
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He's the god at making people broke their hand from osu game /hj
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LMAO
1:37 AM
He would be
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/19/2023 9:15 PM
riz did you have a specific gun in mind that holden uses
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I was picturing a M12 rifle but felt that I should ask
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It’s actually an M12 LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/19/2023 9:17 PM
what the fuck why is apollo doing this to me
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LMAO
9:17 PM
By jove…
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/19/2023 9:17 PM
anyway here's mouse-fly holden
9:18 PM
he always seems to be making the dreamworks face so I tried replicating that to the best of my ability
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DFHGHJHH
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THE DREAMWORKS FACE
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he’s so perfect
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/19/2023 9:34 PM
I saw his fly chibi and realized "hey I could turn those into gross mouse ears" (edited)
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Yeah! Kinda invokes the feeling of mouse or bear ears loo
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Drawing him just being a menace is fun
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/20/2023 11:18 PM
Da boys off to be menaces
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I love the smushed ishmael face
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It doesnt matter if she’s 20 feet away heath will run and make sure his trail knocks into her somehow before goin off with the boys
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/20/2023 11:20 PM
bumps her and makes her spill her coffee (affectionately or not, who can say)
11:20 PM
but also that's real dogboy behavior
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Yawn
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
but also that's real dogboy behavior
Exactlyyy. dog and cat duo
11:23 PM
This is heath and holden
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Yawn
Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/20/2023 11:25 PM
he seems like the type of person who would do really loud neck/back cracks
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HE WOULS
11:26 PM
When he yawns the entire bus hears ir
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It*
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/20/2023 11:26 PM
interrupts ishmael by doing loud yawns/sneezes/stretches and then goes "yeah, so you were saying?"
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The halo bobs if you poke it.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/20/2023 11:37 PM
soseki baps it too when she passes by
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it is. a little maddening for soseki that so much of what she would do actually aligns with what holden would do. they would be homies if not for a poor first impression
11:37 PM
and caulfield being holden
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LMAO
11:40 PM
Soseki could be one of the boys…
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rizunyan
Drawing him just being a menace is fun
SQUISH....
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Click to see attachment 🖼️
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Soseki could be one of the boys…
Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/20/2023 11:40 PM
fr she would. I can see it
11:41 PM
they go into the hell of retail mall and soseki wants to jump into a trolley and get pushed around but when holden suggests it she goes "No. Who do you take me for" with eyes that hide the longing of trolley pushpush
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LMAOO
11:41 PM
i imagine her and holden both try to trap eachother in the shame coffin and then eventually they go “no. Let’s get heathcliff in here”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/20/2023 11:43 PM
Look Of Unity
3:11 PM
huge heath and holden energy
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jsjdnfnd
3:12 PM
them with capote ishmael
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So something something symbolism, these two are a darker/duller version of the pink/blue combo
2:42 AM
something something their relationship is “dark,” in comparison to the lighter, healthier pink/blue dynamic
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/23/2023 2:42 AM
I love it!!
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i love the mood!
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/23/2023 2:44 AM
I'm invested in their unhealthy dynamic
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If sonya met this man he’d fistfight him for taking his girl /j
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/23/2023 2:45 AM
I am also fighting holden for jealousy
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I contain multitudes and complexities of emotion. It's like a labyrinth in here
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LOL
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there are two wolves inside of you one of them wants more of this dynamic the other wants rodya for themself /silly
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joining the “beating the fuck out of holden caulfield” club
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/23/2023 2:49 AM
Meditating in my rodya pics chamber to achieve rodya understanding
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But reading crime n punishment did influence why my heracles is the way she is
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REAL
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idk why but I can't stop thinking about holden after reading this (if it's ooc sorry about that)
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SKDJSJFNDNF
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i should ask holden VA to voice this
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H E L P
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the sinners watching a dragon abno beat the shit out of one of them rodya: do you think you can take him? holden: yeah rodya: holden: holden: oh you mean in a fight /REF/SILLY
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the sinners watching a dragon abno beat the shit out of one of them rodya: do you think you can take him? holden: yeah rodya: holden: holden: oh you mean in a fight /REF/SILLY
did u know that a dragon has 2 dicks [GUNSHOT]
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HELP?????????
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don't ask me how I learn this, it was like 5 years ago
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when I was still a teen
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KEJDJDD
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accidental ally
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HELP
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Ah put these hoes in a band
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OMG BAND AU
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I like to compound aus so band-in-a-modern-au
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JANDSJJFSNNFSJD
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HE LOOKS SO FUCKING LAME / POS
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HELPFHSBDNJASD
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yeah <3 /SILLY
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/25/2023 12:21 AM
it's the fuckin hat fr
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THE HAT IS SO GOOD
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The grievances of the next lunch.

Authors Note: Depictions of gore ahead.
They ate at me, the next fly chosen for their grotesque meal.* Man, eating others really ain’t shit until you’re the one for dinner. My wings were pulled apart, crunched and torn and fried in front of my eyes. The hole in my stomach was reached into, they played with my guts like garlands and feasted like pigs. While I wanted this to be a fable, I hate literature and I hate flowery language even more. And when a new gaze met mine, damn I wanted to lunge up and gouge those damn eyes out. “You must be tired of being at the bottom of the food chain,” She said to me, all hoity-toity and shit. I already knew she was a phony, trying to make me feel small and helpless much like the pigs eating at me. “Damn right,” I could only moan through the pain. “Well,” she said, extensing a pale hand down to my bloody body, “Join me. Limbus Company will feed you until you become more than a mere fly in a trap.” My eyes closed. This woman called me a fly… but with my wings clipped and eyes bulging in agony, she had a point. From that day on, I knew I had to become something more, and this was the first time a job offer came to me first. Eh, it beats being lunch. *A metaphor.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/25/2023 2:38 AM
I can only describe my reaction to this as "yaayyyyy :D"
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i love how you describe the scene and how you characterised him!!
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Me when the funny man is actually vulgar and pessimistic
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moment.
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/silly
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/25/2023 2:43 AM
yeah his vulgar tone is fun to read
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Got reminded this post exists
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And its holden-core
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/26/2023 10:31 PM
oh my god
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HELP ME
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I can imagine an image of like, him looking panicked (and probably talking to heathcliff) and instead of the normal text in the speech bubble it’s this screenshot (edited)
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Posting this song
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Bc its his anthem. Everyone has to hear it.
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Colden Haulfield’s theme
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Holden Caulfield Assessment Document

LCB Sinner Holden

(+) Obnoxiousness, Laziness (-) Kind Heart
Doth thou understand the heroic nature of such a man! Why, Sir Holden and I get along quite well. He was a Grade 7 Fixer and he hath told me many a story of the offices he worked for! Sir Holden… gives his all. His gun was acquired from quite the corrupt person, rescued and made his own — tell me, Manager Esquire, would you try and take valuables from such villains? Huhu, how inspiring! <The next part of this log is written by Faust.> Holden approaches his work with little complaint, but it becomes clear that he always seeks his next break. While accomplishing Limbus Company’s goals, he excels in only one thing: setting the low bar for the company’s expectations. <by Faust and Don Quixote.>

Tingtang Gang Member Holden

(+) Obnoxiousness, Energy (-) Laziness, Pessimism
Why are you asking me to write this one? Hmph. Okay, fine. I’m not particularly familiar with this Holden’s way of life. He’s kinda blasé with everything he does, but when you get him riled up he just won’t shut up at all. I thought the normal one was an insufferable imbecile, but the Tingtanger? …well, let’s just say Hongu and I buy extra drinks together, fufu~ I’ll admit, though, his skill with a blade is pretty unique. He tends to carry throwing knives, launching them at any opponents with incredible accuracy. Every hit that lands is celebrated with a triumphant yell, so it’s like the entire vicinity knows he’s winning. After a while, the annoyance wears off and it becomes mildly entertaining. - Lady Shōnagon, #17 • 鏡花水月

Zwei Association South Section 5 Holden

(+) Energy, Bro Attitude (-) Obnoxiousness, Laziness
He’s so awful to work with sometimes~ I know Heath’s thing isn’t stealth, but Hol’s like… even worse. The few times I’ve been tasked with doing protection jobs with him, he tends to act like the client is his friend. It definitely eases their nerves, but gosh… it’s kinda unprofessional, don’tcha think? At least he parties hard, too~ Can’t pass up a job with the man who can bring a bit of life to a boring workday, am i right? Huhu~ - Родя, the best ☆

Charismatic Delinquent Holden

(+) Energy, Laziness, Obnoxiousness (-) Pessimism
Ah, my favorite bloke. While he’s not all that daft like he usually is, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him lift a single pen or open a single book. He was on the baseball team, but faffed about until they booted him. Usually he spent his hours skipping class or pretending to do work until no one was on his ass. And all the money he’d spend on nosh… you’d gotta wonder where he got it from. < Testimony from Heathcliff.>
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LCB Part-Timer Holden

(+) Laziness, Bro Attitude (-) Vulgarity, Energy
S.A.L.B., he is. There’s not much to say. Imagine the man we know now, but not as pathetic. We’re in a band together, he’s the drummer. With each shift working for Limbus Company, he is just as loud as usual. A real sucker for trying to be the BITCH for Limbus Company. Is he that different from what we know? Not really. All he’s got extra is some better clothing and more of a spine. - Ryōshū Translation notes (Provided by Sinclair): S.A.L.B. - Such a Lazy Bastard BITCH - Best Individual The Company Hired

Stable E.G.O.: Beelzebul Holden

(+) Laziness, Pessimism (-) Energy, Kind Heart, Obnoxiousness
Oh my… this one’s miserable. His wings are tattered, he’s rotting from the inside out… although most of us are degraded while stuck resonating with these E.G.O.s, I can’t help but feel bad for him~. He’s always groaning, murmuring some curses to himself or towards the sky. The eyes on his head bulge often, moreso when he’s in combat. If Gregor looked like he was suffering with just his normal arm, I can’t imagine the pain Holden feels as a helpless fly. Or… is he really not that helpless? Authored by Hong Lu.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:13 AM
huh, that does make me wanna ask more about beelzebolden if it's a Stable EGO
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BEELZEBOLDEN AJDJSNFND
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Feel free to ask away
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:14 AM
I thought it was just his base ego - is that not the case? is it a Thing of his Canto
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It’s not his base ego, it’s a canto thing
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It didn’t really feel right to me to put him through THAT much changing for a base ego lol
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But they’re like counterparts. If the fly represents the “end” (being, a representation of when he was found by faust), his base ego would thus be the beginning
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being, right as he gets kicked out of school
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:17 AM
right, I see
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/ finds that gun
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:17 AM
Love it when one is forever altered by picking up a weapon
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He steps too close to the sun
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:19 AM
I'm interested in what honglu mentions re: helplessness - is it like, a reflection of his choice to take more active control in bettering himself or
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from hong Lu’s perspective, it’s a dichotomy between the general weakness that is associated with flies, but the absolute wrath (and strength) observed in beelzebolden. On a deeper level, despite being forced to eternally be something considered as weak, he sees that Holden is definitely trying to prove that he is NOT weak.
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Even if he’s full of rotting flesh and festering wounds, he’s still willing to prove himself (or anyone above him) wrong
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for further context on the stable E.G.O. entries, it’s like if each sinner was basically ALWAYS using one of their E.G.O.s, the “stable” coming from the fact there is a greatly decreased risk of corrosion and sanity drain at the cost of the actual side effects of being in said state long-term (See: Nekomat Sei and her eternal love-high)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:24 AM
oh gotcha gotcha
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I was thinking of spicebush yisang as the only point of reference I had
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and also what caused him to shift into fly mode in his canto
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oh wait you talked about it a while befor
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So far, i’m thinking it’s a replay of everything that lead him up to where he is today. His truancy and bad grades, expulsion from school, the loss of his innocence, losing his brother Allie, witnessing all the grossness when he decides to be on his own. He has to see every bad choice he’s made from a different perspective, like watching your shadow follow you and seeing you’re REALLY BAD at making choices. Even up to the girlfriend he had briefly dying, the implied sexual advance he faced from a former teacher, and seeing all of the fixer offices that kicked him out in his late teens - up til he’s with Limbus, he has to watch it all over again as he’s realizing “shit, maybe i’m not as grown or as smart as I think I am.” And realizing he really does have to grow up
Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:26 AM
this bit here
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...so I imagine it was a replay of everything, and then resulting in Beelzebolden mode
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It’s like a baba yaga equivalent, truthfully LOL
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But a lottt more personal
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:28 AM
baba yaga equivalent in that it chases him or
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Devour
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:28 AM
gotcha
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double literature reference also taking from Lord of The Flies (which i named the abnormality, to be on-the-nose but explains Beelzebul E.G.O.), but it basically is the culmination of that realization + the trauma of what was described in the passage i wrote a while back (where he wasn’t necessarily eaten, but was definitely abused)
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Coming face to face with the summary of all of that
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his Beelzebul is like Rodion’s Rime Shank (their similarities increase steadily)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:32 AM
right, and if I'm interpreting it right, rime shank is rodya still self-justifying what she did, or...?
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Yeah, basically
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At least that’s how I interpreted it
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:36 AM
right, so Beelzebul is him also self-justifying his manchildness...?
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Manchildness 😭
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Yeah, one could say that!
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I mean, the whole time in the book he acts like he knows everything, and is kinda self-justifying his views and emotions
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:38 AM
interesting! Catcher in the rye was not one of the books I had a chance to study
4:38 AM
macbeth was covered, like. three times, though.
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LMAOOO
4:38 AM
Never did macbeth
4:39 AM
What i DID get tho was lord of the flies and the catcher in the rye back to back and then bodyslammed with to kill a mockingbird
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:39 AM
despite the many shakespeare fans who say that it's good, it is, in fact, good
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lord of the flies I did do
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Lord help me not make either Scout or Atticus into a sinner next cus by golly i also loved that book
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:40 AM
I am the devil sitting on your shoulder telling you to make more because I love to hear about your ocs and how you write them and their interactions
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rizunyan
What i DID get tho was lord of the flies and the catcher in the rye back to back and then bodyslammed with to kill a mockingbird
I will say this, being force to read catcher in the rye in school make the book so much worse to read and learn
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You are an evil being
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IKR
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it's a pretty hard book to read imo
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it wasnt til i read it on my own did i rly appreciate it bc the discussions in school were absolute ass
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:41 AM
This is how I felt about the dressmaker (I should reread it)
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mostly cus it focused on WHY IS THIS BOOK BANNED
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I swear I prefer to read Crime and Punishment over Huckleberry Finn and Catcher in the Rye
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me: ok but can we talk abt this loser of an MC
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yoa
I will say this, being force to read catcher in the rye in school make the book so much worse to read and learn
I say this as someone who read ahead in class once I get interested in a book (finish Of mice and men in 2 days omhg )
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LOL
4:43 AM
hoping my characters make u feel a slight tinge of affinity for the books 🙏
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I actually never really finish the book also cause covid hit in our 3rd year of hs (edited)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:45 AM
Yeah no im reading more than I used to due to limbus ocs
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Or at least am more motivated to go for classics
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Ngl same
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Im reading more this year thanks to limbus
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I know fgo also does exaggerated the literature characters but fgo and limbus does make me read more now
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rizunyan
hoping my characters make u feel a slight tinge of affinity for the books 🙏
After seeing how much of a loser limbified holden is now im like 👀 at the source material book
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:47 AM
I cannot do in cold blood tho. Those were real serial killers
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Ngl i genuinely think i did this man a favor
4:49 AM
Bc holy fuck i rly hate source holden he’s so fucking dumb and stupid and an asshat but also i love that about him
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He’s a stupid 16 year old with so much angst
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Sometimes unlikeable and "bad" characters are wayyy more entertaining
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it's like one of those movie so bad u like it
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So bad its good
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Like Its fun because internally you wanna strangle them
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He’s annoying as fuck but also most 16 year olds are like that and that’s why he’s such a good character
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whats up with classic lit and having either batshit insane protagonists or the Most Boring Narrator Ever (not really) /silly
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Like man I know ur mad at the world. Keep slayin boi
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fuck my brain need to stop making curse shit from our convo It just thought "what if someone make a The Room OC"
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waterblob
whats up with classic lit and having either batshit insane protagonists or the Most Boring Narrator Ever (not really) /silly
SO TRUE
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no bitches, no money, not even any diploma. Mans is failin’
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yoa
fuck my brain need to stop making curse shit from our convo It just thought "what if someone make a The Room OC"
TOMMY WISEAU OC
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NOT TOMMY WISEAU
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suv
TOMMY WISEAU OC
I will legit write a full on Therapist analysis doc if someone make that a thing btw
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HELP
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
I am the devil sitting on your shoulder telling you to make more because I love to hear about your ocs and how you write them and their interactions
Also, this comment made me tear up /gen /pos That is the kindest thing anyone can and ever will say to me RemiCry
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:55 AM
My friend. I am a hollow rock for you to tell me about ocs limbus or otherwise
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In inspiring me i hope my creations will inspire you all in turn
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nowadays i dont really have the energy to reply to things but i still read all of your entries and they're very well written 👍
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this goes to the both of you btw
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rizunyan
Also, this comment made me tear up /gen /pos That is the kindest thing anyone can and ever will say to me RemiCry
I love reading your OCs interactions and how good your writing is writing is genuinely hard so seeing others able to write freely is like cheering on a friend to be passionate at something they love /pos
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waterblob
nowadays i dont really have the energy to reply to things but i still read all of your entries and they're very well written 👍
Same I usually dont respond but i still read through the writing and me likey
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^^^ same as well for me
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Writing is hard bro... its amazing to see what yall can do
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yeah
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:58 AM
If you respond or leave a reaction i will become supercharged and motivated
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I can read, writing paragraphs is too hard for me
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:58 AM
I have been left rolling on the floor at writing compliments before
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idk why but lately my social energy has been really low so ill most likely leave reactions for now
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I enjoy these writings, really adds much to the characters
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waterblob
idk why but lately my social energy has been really low so ill most likely leave reactions for now
dw about it, focus on your mental health /pos
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aye
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waterblob
idk why but lately my social energy has been really low so ill most likely leave reactions for now
Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:58 AM
Big appreciate
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waterblob
idk why but lately my social energy has been really low so ill most likely leave reactions for now
Take a break homie...
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
If you respond or leave a reaction i will become supercharged and motivated
Same here btw
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 4:59 AM
No obligation to respond. Know that your energy will b missed
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Feel free to leave ur fav silly reactions, written feedback is always nice but it’s not an obligation
5:01 AM
drop a sacabambaspis in support
sacabambaspis 4
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So i had a dream holden killed me
8:59 PM
Idk what that means but man…
8:59 PM
Seeing his rage was kinda horrifying.
8:59 PM
i want to break this man.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 8:59 PM
in retribution for a dream? fascinating
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NOT EVEN RETRIBUTION
8:59 PM
But like, seeing that side was interesting, I want to explore it more
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 9:00 PM
so do I...
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Maybe it’s my god-like stance being the one who created him getting the better of me
9:00 PM
Bc so far he’s only had 2 sides: Funny Man and Sad Man
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his third side: man behind the slaughter
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I choked on my water bc of this
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 9:02 PM
thinking about holden carving a bloody warpath...
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hey sei, wanna know what it’s like to get punched? /j
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same energy /silly
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rizunyan
hey sei, wanna know what it’s like to get punched? /j
Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 9:06 PM
picture me lying on my front in bed, giggling and kicking my legs in the air reading that
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same energy /silly
Real
9:07 PM
The scene of don punching clair except holden and sei
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rizunyan
The scene of don punching clair except holden and sei
sei undistorting /silly
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STOP
9:07 PM
NOOO
9:08 PM
heath’s “woman” is holden’s “lady”
9:08 PM
“For fuckssake, woman!” == “What is your problem, lady? You good?!”
9:10 PM
Dante, not sure what to do this time cus they kinda side with holden:
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 9:11 PM
Stand back and assess the situation, of course! Oh wait holden's - that's a steel chair?
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No, no, let him cook
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 7/31/2023 9:14 PM
picturing a scene where sei, freshly revived, is crying bc holden's gun misfired and shot her, and holden is just a pile of mincemeat in the background
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thinking of the lord of the flies abno.... it's gotta be disgusting
2:43 AM
and large
2:43 AM
like fat bastard fairy but even worse (edited)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/1/2023 2:44 AM
the pig! the pig! the shell!!
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Persona 5 fly boss
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EWWWWW NOOOO
2:44 AM
THATS UGEE
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This is Holden we talking about tho
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i was thinking more beelzebub helltaker
2:45 AM
fly form
2:45 AM
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would make for cute ego suit /silly
2:46 AM
and not the ugly winged abomination holden becomes
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/1/2023 2:46 AM
he's not ugly :(
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u have to admit the rotting limbs and hole in his gut makes him kinda ugee
2:47 AM
but i mean it with love
2:47 AM
he may be an ugly little fly but he's MY ugly little fly
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/1/2023 2:47 AM
I think I'm the only person to have simped for the hole in his gut
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You are.
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He might be trash but he's ur trash /pos
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even the ones who stay in my tiktok comments simping over him did not go crazy over the gut hole
2:48 AM
i make a single post w/ holden in it "HOLDEN OUT MY HAND FOR HIM CAN HE MARRY ME"
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/1/2023 2:48 AM
pinned message lmao
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literally.
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LMAOO
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Its starting to get to a point where i need a holden tiktok comp
12:05 AM
Cus the amt of videos I’ve seen w his energy is crazy
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/2/2023 12:07 AM
warm up doodle. I love how Emily Kaldwin just fucking eats rats. Love the cronch.
12:07 AM
this reminded me of the rat eating
12:07 AM
from that one fake tweet you did with sei
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(it reminded me of a video on tumblr but I can't find it)
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LOL
12:08 AM
I swear mf would eat a rat if it meant he doesnt need to eat whatvert the kitchen cooks up
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/2/2023 12:09 AM
holden sees an unidentified berry from an unidentified plant and has a bite
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How do i say this.
4:38 AM
Holden has bowser energy.
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Like, no no no hear me out… I’m talking SPECIFICALLY like M&L series bowser where he’s lowkey kinda fucking lame Or the movie bowser???
4:39 AM
where he’s just a big hearted idiot
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mario ids when /silly
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And like. The hair…. Already kinda fits. It’s reddish, messy, kinda cool
4:40 AM
if he styled his thick ass eyebrows right he’s basically there.
4:40 AM
I HAVE A POINT THOUGH I PROMISE
4:40 AM
peaches except it’s about sei /j
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HFBDD
4:40 AM
i can see it though
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Mario ryoshu /silly
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FUCK
4:42 AM
whos luigi
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KNGHJGG
4:42 AM
hong lu.
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HELP ME
4:42 AM
perfect
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He fits the Bill
4:43 AM
green (cyan), little brother, very cute, always bullied
4:43 AM
In terms of ryoshu at least
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HELP
4:45 AM
real
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Halloween costume
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walpurgisnacht ids /j
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LOL
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/6/2023 4:52 AM
somewhat fitting with the tone of the series, then, that the only time bowser got to have their way with this peach was when peach needed to get off
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JHFFHJGG
4:52 AM
YEAH
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/6/2023 5:08 AM
unrelated to that, holden strikes me as the sort of person to be picky about his vegetables
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100%. It takes hiding it curry for him to eat vegetables
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This DUMB MOTHAFUCKA
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So my friends and i are matching in another server
10:29 PM
And these texts def convey character
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VERY REAL
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rizunyan
This DUMB MOTHAFUCKA
Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/6/2023 11:47 PM
The lad of fly
11:47 PM
His personality really comes through, wow.. M
11:47 PM
Especially his dumb hat
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He is so fucking lame i hate him
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/7/2023 12:03 AM
What happens if someone tries to steal his hat from him
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He will become an angry new yorker
12:06 AM
heathcliff’s stolen the hat before and promptly got slapped
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/7/2023 12:07 AM
Dawwwww
12:07 AM
I have no idea why that's my reaction. Nevertheless
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KENDSNNDS
12:11 AM
I’d prefer that reaction
12:11 AM
Over the simping i had to witness
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/7/2023 12:37 AM
how bad does it get, boss
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Had to hear an in-depth description of the night after taking this man to arby’s
12:40 AM
And a declaration to never get top surgery just bc he’s a boob man
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/7/2023 12:42 AM
....arbys???????????????????????????????????
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Arby’s.
12:45 AM
The description included a masterfully crafted uh…. Joke? Surrounding the slogan of “We have the meats” that i refuse to repeat
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/7/2023 12:47 AM
I can only imagine
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Holden simps scare me
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I want holden to go fuckin crazy
3:07 AM
It’s entirely out of character for him but man if he just went absolutely ballistic with rage
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sicko mode, perhaps
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:07 AM
I would like that too
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My soul would heal a little
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:08 AM
I want to watch in the baseball stands with opera glasses as he thrashes about in rage
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Choke out a wing official. Just do it, get that rage towards The Man out
3:08 AM
Let your little rotting wings flutter with absolute hatred
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:08 AM
Dare I say it. Some would declare that to be hot
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I’m done fighting it
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:09 AM
I want to watch him go at someone with a biggole knife until they are no longer recognisable
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the simps win
3:09 AM
No i want him to go fucking ballistic hands only
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:09 AM
Hoho!!
3:09 AM
Also very good
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rizunyan
the simps win
Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:10 AM
Michelle wins....
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LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:11 AM
Punching someone until his knuckles are bleeding...
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Idec who it is, I just want him to snap and just beat the fuck out of them while screaming
3:11 AM
Statistically it’s highly likely to be sei or someone else who nags him heavily
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:11 AM
He seems like he wouldn't know where to punch and would hit hard places like the skull ❤️
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(And he could feasibly beat up)
3:12 AM
(Bc verg does not count)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:12 AM
Sei ryona.... (this is an observational statement) (edited)
3:12 AM
Does ishmael nag him??
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not entirely, she moreso side-eyes him or drags him down with heathcliff
3:13 AM
It’s like equivalence. If ish nags heath and drags holden, sei nags holden and drags heath.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:14 AM
As above, so below
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“See, your friend over there is dumber than you” “Ey— i’m not exactly smart, but you don’t gotta go that low.”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:15 AM
Lmao
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Every single “you good” in this video has been directed at ish at one point
3:15 AM
(esp as she’s supposedly a fellow new yorker according to some sources? Havent read moby dick in a while)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:16 AM
I took that as "you can call me dumb but don't you call my homies dumb"
3:16 AM
Ish with a new yorker accent...
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yeah moby dick ish is from Manhattan
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:17 AM
Someone cuts in front of the bus and the two of them say, in unison: "ey im WALKIN here"
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LMAOOO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:18 AM
Ish holden team attack has them go bada bing and the other goes bada boom
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rizunyan
It’s entirely out of character for him but man if he just went absolutely ballistic with rage
Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:20 AM
Did anything inspire this
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I just be thinking abt it sometimes
3:23 AM
Cus i usually think of “breakdown points” for my characters, and i know holden’s a very implosive kind of guy but like. What if he were to explode.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:23 AM
Oh thats fascinating
3:24 AM
I hadn't thought of those for my characters!
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Its essentially like “ok what would it be like when they their line of either getting ego or distorting”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:25 AM
Hoho...
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It’s Fight, Flight, Freeze, or Fawn basically
3:26 AM
And having 4 sinners means i could fill all 4. Holden would land on Fight
3:26 AM
If sei is flight, victor is freeze, and iris is fawn
3:28 AM
3:28 AM
I mean, yes he’s implosive, but like — eventually the bottle has to burst, right?
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:28 AM
Yeah!!
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and he probably thinks he’s doing something really good not doing anything when constantly used as the low bar for limbus
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:30 AM
The atmosphere of the group certainly seems to discourage asking for help, I feel...?
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yep!
3:31 AM
i mean shit if all they do is nag you and remind you you’re at the bottom — and thus, once again, the exact thing the entire world makes you out to be — eating from the spoon til you vomit’s the only option
3:31 AM
But i think that sort of character breaking kinda goes in line with the first step to healing
3:31 AM
Its the ishcliff fight in 4.5 except it actually ends up in pain <3
3:31 AM
And i just wrote the order of cantos………
3:31 AM
:)
3:32 AM
Victor, holden, iris, sei
3:32 AM
The fly is seen before the distortion
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:32 AM
Yayyyy
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But big guy dies first
3:33 AM
Big guy, gross fly, gonna cry, don’t die
3:33 AM
Bars written by rizzler
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:34 AM
Pin that boss. Deserves it
rizunyan pinned a message to this channel. 8/8/2023 3:37 AM
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o777
3:38 AM
unrelated but the way you call me boss reminds me of another old friend who, to this day, still calls me Her Majesty and
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its so silly /pos
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:39 AM
Oh it's a holdover from when I lived in brunei. Part of the slang
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I FIGURED LOL
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:39 AM
But also its gender neutral and doesn't sound as condescending as bud or pal
3:39 AM
... I've considered pardner, cowboy style, but it feels a bit wrong
3:39 AM
So i default to calling people boss
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SHEHSND
3:40 AM
I go with the “man” “bro” “dude” combo
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:41 AM
yeah I don't use those to refer to others bc of the gendered component
3:41 AM
even if you don't mean to there's a weight there, y'feel
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True!!
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:41 AM
other options I've used are: comrade, dear sibling under heaven
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At least it’s not like “Lady”
3:42 AM
Eyeing holden
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:42 AM
and you can't go wrong with my friend
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or “Woman”
3:42 AM
Eyeing heathcliff.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:42 AM
one of those two feels like they'd use "mesu" to refer to women until called out or corrected
3:42 AM
probably a bit too heavy, tho
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SLDJSNNF YEAH
3:43 AM
holden is a “females” kind of guy
3:43 AM
Heath gets it from him
3:44 AM
“Females always want so much, but they never give back.” “damn right, that bitch—“ “Nuh uh. I’m not trying to hear about that bitch Cathy again.”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:45 AM
meursault drags out the whiteboard once again. students in attendance: 2/2 - heathcliff and holden. he flips the whiteboard. "Feminist Sensitivty 101" is written in big letters. in small, red letters around the side: "On pain of death."
3:46 AM
(im not going with the full skit this time I'm on break at work)
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LMAOOO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/8/2023 3:49 AM
holden tries to stand up. sei is holding him down
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They’re the reason there’s feminist sensitivity seminars even for the LCC teams
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/10/2023 11:27 PM
HOLDEN
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LMAO
11:29 PM
I WAS GONNA INVERSE IT BUT THE VOICE FIT HIM TOO WELL
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/10/2023 11:30 PM
i could see the reverse
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It honestly goes both ways
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/10/2023 11:31 PM
me gripping holdens shoulder in a vice grip because if he makes rodya sad i will turn into a vengeful heavensent beast
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IT GOES BOTH WAYS
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/10/2023 11:37 PM
me gripping rodya's shoulder with white knuckles because if she makes holden sad i will turn into new and exciting forms of chaos daemon
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LMAO
11:48 PM
Maybe in some mirror world they have a healthy platonic (or even romantic) relationship
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/10/2023 11:51 PM
this is some sort of multiversal hurt/comfort you are doing to me right now
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DGHGHHGJ
11:58 PM
I just think of timpani and bleck from super paper mario. Why? Bc its the only case of interdimensional hurt/comfort that stands out to me.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/10/2023 11:59 PM
an example i am not familar with, sadly
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Good
11:59 PM
Shit hurt
11:59 PM
Shaped my view of love forever
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/11/2023 12:00 AM
👂 tell me about it
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So basically the entire plot of the one paper mario game everyone hated before sticker star came out was basically like Ok i have to bullshit the lore, fuck. two tribes, tribe of ancients and tribe of darkness. Tribe of darkness writes prophecy that tells end of universe, ancients go “nuh uh” and write a prophecy of a different ending where the world is saved Cut to our lovers - tribe of darkness bloodline is gucci, eventually one family has a son named Blumiere Blumiere falls in love with a human girl named Timpani, and Blumiere’s father is like “wtf” and eventually is like “u will ruin our bloodline w this human,” curses timpani and forcing her to wander different worlds and dimensions for eternity Blumiere is searching for her, but eventually Timpani dies and then is found by a descendant of the Ancients who turns her into a pixl (uhh think fairy.) named Tippi Eventually blumiere has no luck and takes the dark prophecy and uses its power to summon basically the end of all dimensions believing timpani was dead (and not reincarnated), starting with his own dimension Eventually tho like The Game Happens and as usual, the hero (mario) wins so he reunites the lovers and eventually they become humans again and live in a different dimension, in love and living happily ever after
12:12 AM
But its super sweet in game, like there’s cutscenes telling of how the pair got split and blumiere / bleck’s despair and eventual turning into the antagonist, and there’s even a little screen at the end of the credits of the two in the distance gazing at nature
12:12 AM
and in one of the manga it shows them a little better (but still silhouettes)
12:12 AM
Funky tophat man
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/11/2023 12:13 AM
oh gotcha
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Destroying all worlds for ur bbg…. 🥺
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/11/2023 12:16 AM
I understand...
12:17 AM
my point of reference is signalis which is. uh.
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LOL
12:19 AM
Listen man. If sei and hong lu can have some boss-sidekick romantisexual tension Holden deserves to have one healthy Instance of a relationship with rodya.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/11/2023 12:33 AM
i am craving that so bad u have no idea
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Same but im having the weird feeling of “yes i make canon but this doesn’t feel canon.”
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rizunyan
Same but im having the weird feeling of “yes i make canon but this doesn’t feel canon.”
Also this means i will get attached to the idea and i can’t let that happen…
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/11/2023 12:49 AM
i get what you mean
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almost made a bad decision
1:13 AM
I’m… sick. I cannot do this.
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hope you feel better, sick
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toast even if i am struck down by illness that will not stop me from making this valiant journey to where you live and strangling you with my little lobster claws. count your hours. (/lh, /silly)
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my front door roughly 78 hours from now
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# I HAVE ARRIVED.
👀 1
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/11/2023 1:20 AM
rizunyan pinned a message to this channel. 8/11/2023 1:34 AM
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/11/2023 1:35 AM
but fr tho rizna if you ever make a plushie id get it
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HELP ME
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Someday
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/14/2023 3:02 AM
i dont know why i have this image but i feel like its applicable to holden fans
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Real tbh
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
i dont know why i have this image but i feel like its applicable to holden fans
3:07 AM
They’re more like this though
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/14/2023 3:08 AM
regrettable that they're simping without realizing how much of a loser he is
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I feel like holden fans just want to fuck him and that's it
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
i dont know why i have this image but i feel like its applicable to holden fans
「•ROSE TOY•」 8/14/2023 3:08 AM
3:08 AM
Or this
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/14/2023 3:09 AM
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
i dont know why i have this image but i feel like its applicable to holden fans
3:11 AM
Me when holden fans
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/14/2023 3:11 AM
unyassifying him by giving him acne
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I cant even say other features bc they’d make him hotter
3:13 AM
Like chest hair or thick arm/pit hair or peach fuzz
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/14/2023 3:15 AM
if it's a physical characteristic, someone's into that, for better or worse
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rizunyan
😭
at this point accept rizna, limbus fans are like some of the worst (most are furries lover and monster fucker)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/14/2023 3:25 AM
this is true of every fandom
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yeah but not every fandom scream this much about wanting to fuck or be fuck by an abomination
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Apparently the only thing that stopped some people w big guy is the fact he’s technically 8 years old
3:29 AM
Bc that’s how old he was
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/14/2023 3:30 AM
Was bro born on a leap year???
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/14/2023 3:31 AM
big guy was assembled from stolen body parts (edited)
3:32 AM
the reason why victor is an absent parent...
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/14/2023 3:32 AM
Oh
3:32 AM
Just like mt dad
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rizunyan
Apparently the only thing that stopped some people w big guy is the fact he’s technically 8 years old
「•ROSE TOY•」 8/14/2023 3:32 AM
Erm luckily for me im also a minor??? /heavy joke
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
big guy was assembled from stolen body parts (edited)
RUBY GETS IT
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/14/2023 4:06 PM
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JDKBSKJBDSFJKG
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Fly man
6:51 PM
Saw this art, got inspired
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rizunyan
Fly man
Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/15/2023 7:11 PM
Oh, what kind of flowers are those?
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I was looking at a reference of forget-me-nots
7:27 PM
But they’re not exactly close
7:28 PM
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/15/2023 7:38 PM
Ah yea
7:38 PM
I see it tho
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rizunyan
Saw this art, got inspired
This song is also a banger
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REAL
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The boiling point

Warning: This contains depictions of unhealthy relationships. If this is particularly trigging, do not read it.

I hope I catch you next time ❤️
||“What… are we?” “Oh, no, no, no no. You are NOT asking that.” “I’m… I’m asking. I’m asking, and I want an answer.” “You answer it first. I’m not taking this again from another girl, I know what we are but what do YOU think.” “That’s not my question to answer, Denny~” “Don’t call me that when you’re acting like this.” “Mmm~?” The fly put his hands on the frigid maiden’s shoulders, pushing her away. His chest got hot, his wings twitched, and all of his eyes bulged uncomfortably. “We’re… not anything. We’re coworkers, buddies, bros, hermanos, what the fuck do you mean by ‘what are we’? Are you going mad?” “I… thought it was something a little special. You warm me up, I scratch that itch, it’s… isn’t it a little romantic?” “Nothin’s romantic when you’re eyeing the other bug. You must be gross, going from roach to fly.” The insult landed haphazardly, and the fly bit his tongue and slammed his palm to his forehead. “Mm? Is there something wrong with liking both of you? Greg babe’s a sweetheart, he doesn’t mind what you and I have going on.” “What we have… going on? Come on, Gregor’s my bro. I can’t do that to him.” “Yeah, you know~” “God… I don’t want to deal with this. You’re drunk, and saying you want to be my girlfriend or something? I’ve just been shagging you because I blew my chances with strawberry shortcake, and I was lonely.” “That’s only if you want.” “I– I don’t know what I want, and you’re confusing me more. I thought we agreed this wasn’t gonna BE anything, Rodya.” The air got thinner and thinner, until the fly turned to the foggy window and leaned his forehead against it.” “And if you want it to become something – if you, the most beautiful woman on this godforsaken bus, somehow fell for the likes of me – I’d rather you turn around and think about the person who’d want to see you heal. And what you’d be doing to him.” “You already messed up the first time we agreed. We’re the same here. It’s okay, we don’t need to pretend to be pure. I went back on everything the first time I came to your room.” “Stop deflecting...It’s not too late to do better, for both of us. Get out, talk to me in the morning. Let me know what you’re thinking, because I am NOT defining what we are while you’re half-dressed and drunk in my damn room.” “Denny, please–” “Get out. Before I throw you out.”||
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/16/2023 10:23 PM

Ruby's thoughts and comments

DENNY?! Okay, but really, I love the way you write rodya like this it's so exciting and I really want to see her doing better. I need more wet towel rodya
10:24 PM
that probably didn't need spoilering
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SMDJSNDN
10:24 PM
the idea came from my old aunt
10:25 PM
I called her (i get all my writing advice from her) and was telling her stuff and she went “holden…! Cute, i’ll call him denny”
10:25 PM
and it has stuck.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/16/2023 10:26 PM
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Im surprised toast didn’t make it this time /silly
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the thought was there
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LMAOOO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/16/2023 10:26 PM
toast and I are competing quickdraw duelists
10:27 PM
you toss a coin in the air, and when it hits the ground we'll have created a shitpost
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rizunyan
I called her (i get all my writing advice from her) and was telling her stuff and she went “holden…! Cute, i’ll call him denny”
rodya says “i’m going to denny’s” and needs to clarify if she’s talking about the restaurant or the rat man’s place /silly
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Does denny’s even exist in the city
10:28 PM
It feels like a location distortion, alongside waffle house.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/16/2023 10:28 PM
its in hell of retail
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10:28 PM
every time you look at the sign the text shifts
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GUYDVCVJUDDBVB
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/16/2023 10:29 PM
The Restaurant location distortion: come to McArbdennyways
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KEKSJF
10:30 PM
MCARBDENNYWAYS
10:31 PM
said aunt was also the reason behind fwfw kyu-tea being named as it is
10:31 PM
It made me exhale so harshly i almost induced a nosebleed, so i deemed it cringe enough to work
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/16/2023 10:32 PM
I like it a lot
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Everything affection touches needs to ooze sickenly sweet
10:34 PM
Like, TOO cute.
10:34 PM
Affection canonically made holden vomit by feeding him (1) piece of candy
10:35 PM
(He failed a skill check.)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/16/2023 10:42 PM
I love affection
10:42 PM
I want to hug her and then feel my blood turn into sugar syrupo
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also u guys did not notice holden calling sei "strawberry shortcake"
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/16/2023 11:30 PM
I did
11:30 PM
apt description
11:30 PM
pink and has "short" in it
11:30 PM
does sei have cake? who knows...
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she does
11:31 PM
if she was taller she'd have a fairly average build, but bc she is short she is thicc
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Beelzebul?

I tried asking Holden about the Lord of the Flies. I even attempted to prod about his E.G.O., Beelzebul. This was the response I got: “Nuh uh.”
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4:17 AM
Short n’ sweet
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/17/2023 4:17 AM
FYM NUH UH?!?!?
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nuh uh
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its hard to wanna delve into holden's anger and bitterness towards society without making him heathcliff 2.0, but I guess their main difference is that while heathcliff is quick to let his emotions take over, holden instead stews way too deeply
10:31 PM
i was reconsidering his theme, and as much as i didn't wanna use a mili song... rightfully exactly fits the bill.
10:33 PM
it also just brought me back to high school. i used to listen to this in the morning on my way to school and walk through the halls to the beat of this song
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/19/2023 10:34 PM
hoho...
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but the reason those two are friends are bc they view things very similarly, as well as just being the most iconic bro pair ever
10:36 PM
but while heathcliff's first thought is to smash it in, that's holden's last thought, because he knows that he'll just get ostracized either way -- he wants it to be deserved
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/19/2023 10:43 PM
Poor lad...
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/20/2023 3:04 AM
oh yeah is holden being a fly like a symbol or something in catcher in the rye or is that original
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Its bc although i based the character off of the catcher in the rye, he also takes inspiration from a lot of the ideas and events in lord of the flies
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/20/2023 3:06 AM
oh right i forgot that bit
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Also, because flies were a more fittingly gross idea to draw from than ducks.
3:07 AM
Which were a prominent symbol in the catcher in the rye
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/20/2023 3:07 AM
Holben, who is ducks
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Holden the typa dude to respond to “im sorry sir, but your wife didnt make it” with “ok well bring me the one my wife made”
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he would also be the type call a baby ugly
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LMAO
5:17 PM
he’d say it like “man i can’t wait for you to be cute”
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"man why are you so fucking ugly"
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Holbn
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/22/2023 5:54 PM
Jumpscare warning
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Pup
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Sometimes I think abt EDM producer holden and it’s so comicsl
11:19 PM
Its prob his way to vent but he’s out here throwing hot (and catchy) garbage out on the aux
11:19 PM
blasting speakers
11:19 PM
I cant even offer deep thoughts. Man just loves hard bass and he is living his dream.
11:20 PM
I think abt, if instead of ishcliff, holden and heathcliff are roommates, and poor heathcliff has to hear the artistic process.
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Fuck, camellia id Holden
4:49 AM
He just run around on the dj stage
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HELP ME WITH THAT HAT TOO
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camellia is too cool to be him
11:35 AM
I’m thinking t+pazolite bc his music fucks hard but he’s just a little dude
11:35 AM
He also dances SO HARD
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/24/2023 11:35 AM
if you stand next to him while he dances that's a concussion waiting to happen
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LCM holden is my favorite holden bc that’s when he’s his happiest
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bustin makes me feel good /ly
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rizunyan
I’m thinking t+pazolite bc his music fucks hard but he’s just a little dude
have u seen him with his cats aughhh /pos
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YES
12:23 AM
received hol fanart
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/26/2023 12:23 AM
Biblically accurate holden
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NAHHHHHH
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he looks like the anya smug face
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/26/2023 2:48 AM
what a smushable face...
12:05 PM
The 2nd one got me CACKLING
12:05 PM
THIS DUDE
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Someone get this man a loving wife
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he doesn't need therapy, he needs a slap in the face first /j
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Holden:
10:19 PM
The 5 japanese sinners on the bus all turn back in unison
10:23 PM
Also holden:
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/28/2023 1:09 AM
i just watched these and I cannot tell you how my sinners would react because simply listening to this sent me into some sort of cu chulainn warp spasm rage
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DGHTFGGHY
1:53 AM
I FIND THEM SO FUNNY
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Notes about Holden

Aka, actually giving this man respect and figuring out his entire deal.

  • The book goes through a lot, but I think what's more important is ... well, again, the separation of chapters. KEYWORDS: CHRONOLOGY, TIMELINE, ALLIE
    • 1: Early life, 0-15
    • A middle child. Phoebe is youngest (6 years younger than holden), then Allie (2 years younger), then his older brother D.B. (No exact age, but I'll say 10 years older because he was a hollywood script writer)
    • 13: His younger brother, Allie, dies at 11. That night, he breaks all the windows in the garage.
    • 14: the start of the issues. He's sent to many schools, getting kicked out of each one for some reason. Truancy, bad behavior, never doing his homework.
  • 2: The crux, 16-17 (MAJORITY of Canto flashbacks // summarizing the book)
    • After getting kicked out from another school, he kinda decides not to tell his mom. He talks to his dorm-mate, who says his roommate is on a date with a former fling of Holden's.
    • When said roommate comes back, Holden fights him for probably-potentially-maybe hooking up with his childhood crush. It ends poorly.
    • He leaves, having to bum around the city. Gets a hotel room, ends up at a night club and finds his older brother's ex gf. She annoys him, he leaves.
    • at the hotel, the elevator man gets him an escort. this bitchless sap just talks to her... nothin else. She leaves, jacks up the price. Later, her and the elevator guy come to get the money. Holden gets beat up, and reaches a low point. Would've died if not for cringe.
    • He makes a date with a girl, they go, it's great. They make out, he says he loves her. Later, he says they should run away together. When she's not excited, he gets upset and yells at her, they argue and then he leaves. Bam, bitchless again.
    • Man then clowns further by making an older friend, but alienating the guy by getting drunk and only wanting to talk about sex. RIP.
    • He sneaks home to see his sister, then stays with his former teacher. Holden wakes up to the teacher sitting near and petting his hair (implied SA), he leaves and stays wandering until he basically hits a psychotic break. (man could've distorted tbh.)
    • he decides his solution is running away to a new life, but not before saying goodbye to his sister. When he tries to go, she shows up with a suitcase and says she's going with him. He then just says he's gonna go on an adventure, and he'll eventually return to her someday, as long as she doesn't try to run away with him.
  • 3: Up to Limbus, 17-25
    • Nothing too remarkable. Just flying from syndicate to syndicate, getting his fixer license ASAP, then just staying stuck at grade 9. Never really going anywhere. At one point, he falsified an ID to work for a higher office, but eventually left when realizing it wasn't worth it.
  • 4: Sinnerhood
    • Faust finds him and has him join Limbus Company, especially seeing he has nowhere else to go. As long as he is bound to this contract, he has some sense of job security.
    • Somewhere within the first 6 months, he is charmed by sei and they have an affair. Afterwards, he realizes she heavily lead him on, and is reminded of the tumultuous love life.
    • He also gets fairly close to Celia, who reminds him of his sister, and vice versa.
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  • Major themes into play, to summarize it all:
    • LONELINESS: He is very lonely, and strongly desires any sense of connection. He sometimes doesn't even reach out to anyone at all... that's how bad it is. Poor dude needs friends.
    • CONCEIT: However, on that, he's like a puppy with a really bad attitude. He really wants connection, but he believes the rest of the world is full of "phonies" -- rather, he thinks they're all full of shit. He holds incredibly high standards for someone who is incredibly lonely and in dire want of connection.
    • DEATH AS A TALKING POINT: His views on death are rather mixed. Allie's death definitely affected him lots, but also the death of another person who was wearing Holden's turtleneck at the time. He's sometimes indifferent about death, but sometimes incredibly scared of it.
    • PERVERSE, INHERENTLY SEXUAL: He wants connection, and is somewhat perverted, but also is really conflicted about it. Holden feels like he can't have a sexual relationship with a girl because it'd turn her into an object. Thus, he either has to fulfill urges with girls he doesn't care about, or not fulfill it at all. He also seems to struggle with knowing when to enforce boundaries or to take control when he's expected to -- if a girl says stop, he just ... stops. This might also tie in with his repressed / unmentioned potential SA experiences that he glazes over. He likely isn't super perverted, but he longs for connection and likely would be happiest fulfilling sexual desires with someone who loved him.
    • PERVERSE, POSSIBLY HOMOSEXUAL?: I've memed on the idea, but he has a few moments in source where he thinks about his roommate's body. And he also mentions the other people are more perverted around him (in an all-male boarding school...), but also the fact he's somewhat uncomfortable with getting sexual with a woman (or just too depressed to do it), he might be a little 🏳️‍🌈 🤨 ⁉️ yk? I wanna interpret it as he's not 100% really into all the sexuality stuff. Perhaps, to slap a label, he'd likely see demisexual and think that fit what he felt best.
    • PREMATURELY MATURED: He definitely grew up too fast. As much as you may think Holden is immature and not attuned to people, he very much is. He's a bit too emotionally mature, like a kid who went through shit and had to grow up rapidly to keep up. I feel bad for the dude. However, it's likely that he lacks self awareness, which is why he may not act too well with like, celia, soseki, or iris who he pokes at out of curiosity.
    • PREMATURELY MATURED PT 2: He also has themes of losing innocence and wanting to protect it, to tie into the first part. He is protective over Phoebe, and by extension the 'successor,' Celia. He lost his innocence, and his one desire is to protect it for those who come after him, and understand how much the real world sucks. Him and Vergilius share a commonality, except one of them is doing a better job while the other is getting there.
    • ERRATICNESS: His mental health is.... yeah. Considering it took a psychotic break for him to get an ounce of help (in the form of Limbus Company and its resident therapist, love you Nyx!!!) My note of him being explosively angry was actually right -- he has violent outbursts, given the numerous fights and the incident with the windows. He suffers with a good bit of depression, which can manifest physicallly. With limbus, he's somewhat of an alcoholic and his self-harm is expressed in how little he cares for himself. I like to think he's got high highs and low lows.
5:37 AM
  • I'm wanting to think he's a backstreets kid. Not at all rich, his parents just got by as office workers. Well... his mom. Dunno where his dad is. Doesn't matter.
  • In the end of the book, Holden's in therapy and he's made it back home. I wanna think that this could be his ending? eventually making it back home, but part of me is like "that's a bit too ordinary after everything he's gone through." Perhaps it's a sense of, "I'll come home to be a better man," like fulfilling that promise for Phoebe, his sister.
  • This man is troubled. Having him not be 16-17 and actually be 25 means I get a lot of leeway, but we just get a dude who's really fuckin' tired of shit. I want to hug him so bad....
  • This character's so interesting, though. Knowing pretty much where his issues begin: the death of Allie, and knowing how much he adores his siblings, it's like... man, I wanna both hug and punch this dude now.
  • D.B. Likely could've been in the smoke war, and now writing scripts. No hollywood in the city, so likely just some corp.? Like, writing commercials or entertainment. The first part comes from a few passages holden writes about the war his brother fought in. Hmm.
  • Holden's views on love in comparison to heathcliff's makes their friendship a really interesting dynamic (when looking past the "best bros" bit. Holden likely somewhat envies what Heathcliff had in Catherine, but also probably thinks he should let go -- because he lost that with his girl, and Heath's just gonna waste his time moping about it. Might have gotten these two into many fights.
  • ..................................................................... has anyone ever told him they're proud of him.
    • they really should, if not.
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5:40 AM
  • The bits on love and sexuality get heavily reinforced in Rodya, but it's clear that that relationship is bottomless, and just a way to get by and cling onto whatever they get out of it. That's why he freaks out whenever she starts questioning their bond, because as much as he so desperately wants to murmur the L word ((lobster)) to her, it's likely that he doesn't want another situation like last time to happen, or maybe he knows she's not exactly fit for his (impossible) qualifications.
    • He'd need someone who ISN'T like him, in that case. and she's just.... too similar.
5:41 AM
he should date gregor. Gregor's the ideal suitor. Come on holden. you're likely a little 🏳️‍🌈 🤨 ⁉️, just take the roach man. make roach-fly romance. /silly
5:41 AM
I think i've gotten him figured out though.
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rizna's COOKIN fr /pos
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finally.
5:42 AM
😭
5:42 AM
when i can write thesis statements?? i've finally understood them
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this is tasty
5:43 AM
absolutely tasty
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sitting at my laptop, my claws cracked and eyes glazed over
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oh wait isnt it way past midnight over there.
5:44 AM
rizna. the osha rules.
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it's almost 6 AM
5:44 AM
LMAO
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# GO TO SLEEP!!!!
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# I WAS GOING TO
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THE STUFF YOU WROTE IS FIRE BUT # GO TO SLEEP!!!!
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GO TO SLEEP
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I WOULD HAVE LOST ALL OF THIS IF I DID THOUGH
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HOLY SHIT
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I COMPLETED MY NECESSARY TASK TO SLEEP
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TRUE BUT WE ARE CONCERNED FOR YOUR SLEEP SCHEDULE /SILLY
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i'll be fine..
5:49 AM
I have to complete a certain task before i can sleep and my brain decided instead of “listen to your favorite song” it was “write your holden caulfield thesis”
5:49 AM
So, i did.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/29/2023 5:49 AM
Boss. Please,
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I can sleep now.
5:49 AM
Goodnight :)
5:49 AM
I have ktity with me
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HFBDJFNDN
5:50 AM
rest well rizna!!!
5:50 AM
im going to marinate this
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/29/2023 8:10 AM
had a dream i found a tape labelled “sex tape” and when i played it in a vcr it was just two fully clothed guys beating the shit out of each other with metal bats
8:10 AM
ok let me read
8:13 AM
right, actually, a long while ago, early on in soseki's development I did pick up on his sort of general sense of isolation and loneliness, and entertained the thought of soseki/holden as a pairing. This was when soseki's general sense of isolation wasn't quite as covered up as it is now, and I was kinda toying with soseki falling into yet another red flag relationship
8:16 AM
The whole key point with Prematurely Matured pt2 was also precisely why I feel like he'd go well with galatea. lil shit lil sister and big shit big bro vibes
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rizunyan
he should date gregor. Gregor's the ideal suitor. Come on holden. you're likely a little 🏳️‍🌈 🤨 ⁉️, just take the roach man. make roach-fly romance. /silly
do u think if they someone got babies, would it be insects or normal kids with insects bodies /j
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/29/2023 10:04 AM
cockroach with a human leg
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either way, cockroach and fly abomination is curse
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
The whole key point with Prematurely Matured pt2 was also precisely why I feel like he'd go well with galatea. lil shit lil sister and big shit big bro vibes
I was gonna add a point about that, too, but i was running out of space
12:27 PM
He’s like, SUPER protective over anyone who is a child or is somewhat childlike. Like, he feels super bad for sinclair — who, much like celia, is similar in age to Phoebe — but just doesn’t entirely know how to really go about helping
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:34 PM
Magnet mikuluka but the butterfly wing headphones r a roach and fly wings
12:38 PM
that's so curse
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:38 PM
I know what im doung ibguess
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STOP
12:38 PM
SKDJSND
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:52 PM
Do u guys not see my vision
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# IM SHITTINF MYSELD
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NOOOOOOOO
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「•ROSE TOY•」
Do u guys not see my vision
# IM GOING TO FUCKING MYRDER YOU
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:53 PM
# DO YOU NOT SEE MY VISION?????
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I DO
12:54 PM
I SEE IT
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:54 PM
LMOoao
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BUG YAOI
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:54 PM
LMAOAOAOOAA
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i cant fucking breathe this edit is killing me
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# OH MY GOD YOUR PFP
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:54 PM
I ATE
12:54 PM
I ATE
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# HELP ME
12:54 PM
# THE ULTRA FEMININE BABYFACE WITH GREG'S STUBBLE IS FUCKINGVKILLING ME
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:55 PM
HEL0
12:55 PM
STOPSOFIAKVKAKVKSICC
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EIWIFJSNFNSNF SNF
12:55 PM
ITS SO GOOD
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:55 PM
EDIT OF THE CENTURY
12:56 PM
im goodbye
12:56 PM
this edit has killed me
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:56 PM
LMAOAOAO
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Reading this back and needing to know what i smonked
12:59 PM
Also holy fuck phoebe would be 19
12:59 PM
shes been w/o her brother for YEARS
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「•ROSE TOY•」 8/29/2023 12:59 PM
GOD DAMN
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Holden goes back home, sees phoebe, phoebe’s like “who are all these people with you” and its like 25+ sinners chillin
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this appeared in my dream last night, and i'm still caught up on it: Holden and Hong Lu as a rap duo?
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/31/2023 11:15 PM
i can see it
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firstly, how the fuck are they even friends? are they both in the "I clapped sei's cheeks and all i got was this stupid shirt" club? or is it like, they have some kind of genuine chemistry as the two flavors of himbo? how the HELL is hong lu into rap????
11:15 PM
was it holden's doing, is this just something he Did As A Kid
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/31/2023 11:16 PM
honglu is open minded enough to enjoy rap, probably
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yeah but it's more about the logistics of it
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honglu doing those shitty cpop raps
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OH MY GODDDD
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mandarin was not made for rapping it sounds so bad
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SKDJFSDKFJ
11:17 PM
somehow every other language was though
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IT WAS HELP
11:17 PM
JUST NOT MANDARIN
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/31/2023 11:17 PM
wdym can you show me
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like i've heard even french rap kinda fuck hard though
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Stromae...
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viet rap also isn't that bad
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/31/2023 11:18 PM
STROMAE FUCKS
11:18 PM
cantonese rap I think sounds. okay
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Ok but phonk with rap
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that's their style (edited)
11:19 PM
i'm also floored that heathcliff wasn't there
11:19 PM
maybe he was in Seicliff hell seconding her antics
11:19 PM
bc it is INCREDIBLY easy for him to be roped into her plans
11:19 PM
my dream mind was like "these two pretty lads. (one of them is ugly) make them a rap duo. let's go with this"
11:20 PM
ryoshu was also their producer which is even funnier to me
11:21 PM
hong lu spittin hot garbitch into the mic and she's takin it
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/31/2023 11:22 PM
he could be recreating Shitting and Farting Best Hits Volume 19 with his mouth and it'd still sound good
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
wdym can you show me
look up anything by jay chou /silly
11:22 PM
the songs slap but the rap parts just arent it boss
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rizunyan
ryoshu was also their producer which is even funnier to me
I.A.M.A
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rizunyan
like i've heard even french rap kinda fuck hard though
stromae fucks hard
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/31/2023 11:23 PM
ok i will need to listen to jay chou again
11:23 PM
i listened to them so much I might just have gotten used to the rap
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the most prominent one i can remember is 听妈妈的话 (ting mama de hua) (listen to your mother)
11:23 PM
like the rap there was uh.
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also another really old example breakdown by super junior m the rap sounds a bit off at times
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waterblob
the most prominent one i can remember is 听妈妈的话 (ting mama de hua) (listen to your mother)
Number 1 Odelle Fan 8/31/2023 11:27 PM
i dont know why just recalling the song's sound in my mind makes me mad
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HELP ME
11:27 PM
because the rap is bad /j
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Me and Iris

Yea, me and Iris? I like to think she's my friend. I mean, she never yells at Heath an' I when we knock on her door. In fact, she waves and is SUPER kind. When she first joined, it was a few weeks after I did. The girl was as quiet as a crook -- but the moment that Faust lady acknowledged her and praised her position, it was like she met the love of her life. Damn, what did Iris even do? She was like a knight or somethin-- uh? Ah, Celia's tellin' me that Iris was a famous Grade 1 fixer called the Holy Knight. Now, I dunno what that means, but that sounds cool. But this ain't about what she did. This is about what she's doing now. When me and Greg would talk, we both were convinced she'd make zero friends. Hell, even as one of her friends, Iris has more than I do. Not that I mind -- Iris is cool as shit. Even for a white-knight, she's got a good head on 'er shoulders. There was one time, I came into her room half-drunk, cryin'. I shouldn't have done that, but man.... Rodya made me upset, and I wasn't gonna stumble to find Hong when he's probably getting some beauty rest or with Sei of all people. Heath would've given me shit, so he wasn't an option. So I found Iris. She wasn't even with Faust this time, so I just sat down by the pool and we talked. She's got good advice, and when I leaned on her shoulder to sob like a bitch, her halo made some calming noises. I owe her something huge for calming me down. Had she not done that, I probably would've made Dante turn back the clock. Are me and Iris friends? I mean, you'd have to ask her, but I sure think so.
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:04 AM
aww that's real sweet
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Iris is in the “got heavily nerfed” gang but she has a heart of gold despite the guard dog tendencies
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:33 AM
got nerfed in what sense
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In canto 2 there’s a line that says ryoshu isn’t as strong (with limbus company) as she used to be
12:35 AM
So that kinda implies some sinners, upon signing their contract, got nerfed
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:35 AM
I see I see
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huh
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Here’s the lines, canto 2 episode 12 when she launches the dagger at the chandelier
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(Yes, this is a citation. Go check)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:40 AM
thank you for cite source and also which website are you reading htis on
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:40 AM
yay
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rizunyan
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:41 AM
thanks dante for saying that and leaving us with unexplained hint
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LMAO
12:41 AM
It will be explained later™
12:42 AM
I mean tbf we havent gotten much from anyone until their canto besides passing comments, like heath being formerly part of a syndicate
12:42 AM
But yeah some sinners got nerfed and others i assume got buffed
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:42 AM
I am thrashing and gnashing
12:42 AM
for information
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Bc another moment where ryoshu shows excellent skill is when she’s the ONLY one who detected the Shi
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:43 AM
yup yup
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But lcb barely was able to handle HE dreamer kroomfie, which… isn’t too amazing
12:44 AM
So the playing field was essentially leveled
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:44 AM
yeah without any more info to go off I assume it tended towards some sort of average
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Foreshadowing. . . .
12:46 AM
Tbf like, everyone seems fairly even with the known different backgrounds. Ryoshu and Sinclair feel even as Unidentified Artist Swordswoman vs Little German Boy who Just Learned To Wield A Weapon
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Or even Hong “I just exited my shelter and im on a grand adventure of getting real life experience” Lu and Ishmael “was on a boat most of my life and in many fixer offices after that” lastname
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:47 AM
I kinda assumed that was for gameplay balance purposes rather than anything particularly related to the narrative
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Nah, PM has a streak of making literally every gameplay aspect make sense in lore
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:48 AM
crawling into pm headquarters to ask about the coins
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There’s even a line in hell’s chicken i think that canonize mirror dungeons and the luxcavations
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(Im unsure abt the location. I do know the lines exist tho)
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heathcliff complained about the railway in canto 4 too
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^^^
12:49 AM
ofc maybe not down to the stuff only meant for the player like coins or any ui stuff, but def like. The mechanics themselves have explanations
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:50 AM
gotcha gotcha
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It’s a nice little touch
12:50 AM
Also prob saves for any “power scale” content that idiots would make
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Im also fairly certain you cant pry into sinner’s backgrounds withtout certain conditions being met / if they knew for other reasons prior to their canto, hence why holden’s kinda like “idk what a holy knight is but that’s dope” but he can conceptualize that oh fuck
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Before iris was w/ limbus she was stronk
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City’s eepiest soldier
12:57 AM
Holden def never got past grade 8
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/5/2023 12:57 AM
Oh thats so me core
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MF I MEAN THE FIXER GRADE
12:59 AM
NOT SCHOOL
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/5/2023 12:59 AM
Oh
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/5/2023 12:59 AM
I thought it still applies- oh.
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LMAO?????????????
1:00 AM
Fake pm fans
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/5/2023 1:00 AM
Um... Id fail 8th grade and grade 8!!!
10:50 PM
Idk if it completely fits holden but hear me out
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Listening
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/5/2023 11:04 PM
"The irritation brought by a crow Because the flux of time is festering My precious, precious treasure box Has been soiled with the cute, cute finger marks The day shall come when I’ll only become an adult" "Let me keep them together with my memories in the drawer" "There shall be a scent of my heart growing cloudy Straighten up! From the day that’s coming before long Let me escape, let me love it Aah, let me escape"
11:06 PM
The last line i feel like could tie into holden wanting to i guess become better?? To escape from his past self to become someone better
11:07 PM
Or like trying to not be traumatized as an adult /silly
11:10 PM
"Towards the park that has grown small A shadow was opening its mouth wide The demon is laughing Rain, rain, go away" Smth to do w holden leaving his hometown maybe??
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"I can't say "I love you" you know that, right?" ANOTHER TL??? BUT ME THINKIES THIS FITS ALOT
11:14 PM
You can smell the stench of my rotten heart, right? I know the day my body will change is fast approaching, so until then I'll keep running, keep loving Ahh, run as far as I can THIS IS SO HOLDEN CORE!!!! Like the last line maybe could be like holden finally just trying to be not mentally ill /silly The 1st is like holden finally accepting help Also in general the song is about growing older and keeping memories (holden cant do either /silly)
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IT ISS
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i think my brain is fully convinced that hong lu and holden HAVE to be friends too
12:00 AM
bc i had a brief nap-dream abt them playing basketball with a beach volleybrrr
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it wasn't good basketball. but holden was teaching hong. they were learning and bonding.
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is it just headcanon for every man who i've shipped/do ship with rodya to be bros?
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/9/2023 12:02 AM
Its a trend
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LMAO
12:02 AM
same thing for like, the men with sei who are worsties but also besties at the same time
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rodya makes the good broships and sei makes the hateful broships LMAO
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This is also me realizing hongden is the male equivalent of seidion? (edited)
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>rich shorter one with black(ish) hair >poor taller one with brown(ish) hair
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/9/2023 12:04 AM
HELP
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New magnet image
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Poverty yaoi
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MANN KSJDFKSJDF
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>taller one is louder, more outgoing >shorter one is more mellow in terms of personality, but goes along with the other's antics >cyan and teal, red and pink.
12:07 AM
hong and rodya might be the ones to kinda repair sei and holden's relationship so they can at least be neutral
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/9/2023 12:07 AM
"Guys pls stop this isnt u!!"
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POVERTY YAOI
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isnt this the plot of several manhwas
12:13 AM
/SILLY
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SKDFJSKDFSDKJFSdf
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fsd
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gse
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gea
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YOURE SO RIGHT
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rizunyan
hong and rodya might be the ones to kinda repair sei and holden's relationship so they can at least be neutral
Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/9/2023 12:22 AM
Cheering and hollering but also I like it when they hate esch others guts
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i mean it wont happen for a while
12:25 AM
but assuming we also got the paradisios at least....
12:25 AM
there's time.
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LCB Part-Timer Holden: just a little bit cooler

All the part-timer identities come from a mirror world where we’re not bound by such intense rules, and self-expression overtakes the need for control. Emotions run more fervent in this case, so any instances of issues like abnormalities or distortions — even anyone who manifests ego — much more dangerous. Everyone looks like they got called in on their off day; still wearing their daily outfits, wielding their weapons still without complaint. Sounds smart, eh? Well, this new shi—stuff in there means we come out kinda different. Not too different, though. The core stays the same. Iris is just as sleepy, Strawberry Shortcake is just as opinionated, Sinclair is still a coward. Me? I’m kinda cool. I’m in a band, I cut my hair, Rodya and I even are a little closer. My gun? I can afford good bullets. Crazy.
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/10/2023 2:34 AM
Crazy...? I was crazy once..
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Stfu
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/10/2023 2:35 AM
:((
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LMAO
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/12/2023 3:49 PM
Holden is a teeth grinder in a derogatory way
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Man wtf
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/12/2023 4:23 PM
Holden is the typa guy to kin annoying orange.
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「•ROSE TOY•」
Holden is a teeth grinder in a derogatory way
「•ROSE TOY•」 9/12/2023 8:47 PM
He probablt has a line in his mouth bc he bites his gums too much
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/12/2023 8:47 PM
haha thats me too
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/12/2023 8:47 PM
Same
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/12/2023 8:48 PM
its even worse bc I give myself mouth ulcers just from my teeth rubbing against my cheeks
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/12/2023 8:48 PM
Ur so real 4 that
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「•ROSE TOY•」
He probablt has a line in his mouth bc he bites his gums too much
「•ROSE TOY•」 9/12/2023 8:52 PM
I mean this in a derogatory way
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Holden the typa guy to thoroughly describe his shit
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Up to size to the mas
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Time taken, time finihsed
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/12/2023 8:56 PM
poop scientist
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/12/2023 9:00 PM
His shits lowkey give
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321A1A
9:00 PM
I may be going insane
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/12/2023 9:00 PM
this is a special brand of unhinged today, yes
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/17/2023 11:16 PM
Holden typa mf to call the toilet a shitter and say "i need to take a wee"
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/17/2023 11:17 PM
He will go the pisstance
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SMDJNSNF
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/17/2023 11:18 PM
I feel like suzhen would not let him anywhere near her pharmaceutical workshop because she'd probably say that she uses medicinal plants and he'd ask if she grows weed
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“Lemme get some zaza.”
11:19 PM
For his, uh… anxiety
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/17/2023 11:20 PM
Breaking bad but its suzhen and Holden
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Holden we need to cook
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LMAO
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/17/2023 11:24 PM
Holden the typa person to hide the weed in a melatonin container and freak out bc he Accidentally oded bc he forgot it was weed
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LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/17/2023 11:31 PM
Holden seems like he could be convinced to drink the bong water
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GEKJSJFK
11:34 PM
"it gets you more high" "ok bet"
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/18/2023 3:21 AM
THSI THR SHIT HOLDNE COOKS UP
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/18/2023 3:25 AM
wow I love the experimental nature of the music
3:26 AM
it feels almost like an absurdist commentary on the 00s-10s pop culture scene
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LMAO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/18/2023 3:27 AM
I'm genuine on that btw
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This feels like him genuinely but not from a “ he actually sucks “ point. He’d def cook this up as a commentary
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/18/2023 3:29 AM
"Guys rate the fit 😈😈" and pulls this out
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 9/18/2023 3:32 AM
not rate the beat?
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the front of the bus: calm, occasional banter from rodya and gregor the back of the bus:
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/18/2023 2:22 PM
HEEELP
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「•ROSE TOY•」 9/25/2023 11:39 PM
Holden n sei
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LANDNSNFD
11:49 PM
REAL
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/2/2023 10:31 AM
Im just saying holden has beef w the amoeba sisters
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LMAOO
11:08 AM
he would
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I don't think this song is crazy enough to put in Holden playlist but I'll leave it to ur decision https://spotify.link/eTmsSOdACDb
Empty old City · Song · 2023
7:40 AM
U can probably find it on yt also (edited)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/4/2023 7:42 AM
from what i know of him, it feels like maybe a song holden would mix kinda sorta
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I showed yoa the playlist and it sounds like not something he’d do on his own, but def in the realm of “oh he 100% was overseeing this”
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I HATE THAT THIS MAKE ME LAUGH AS A FORMER ENGINEERING HS
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LMAO
6:50 PM
holden got all the dudes there in this lesson
2:19 AM
Holden and Heath
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/10/2023 2:51 AM
HELLO
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/10/2023 10:57 AM
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/20/2023 1:41 PM
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「•ROSE TOY•」
Click to see attachment 🖼️
sei and holden:
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/20/2023 3:49 PM
US HAVIGN THE SAME IDEA
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I need holden to be covered in blood and not giving a fuck
11:29 PM
the blood's just on his face nad he's just. unphased
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why? i mean he's been bloody before why is this different
11:32 PM
holds his hand up to high five someone, they go "Holden. are you okay?" and his skull's half-caved and he really doesn't mind. this man, from the inside out, is legitimately rotting.
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/22/2023 11:33 PM
Me on. Tuseday night
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SHUT UP
11:33 PM
LMJFKJSDF
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/22/2023 11:33 PM
LMAOAOA
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this man's corpse smells RANK
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/22/2023 11:48 PM
Really ass never knocked
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 9:55 AM
Why ruby's sinners dislike holden:
  • heracles: isn't interested in someone this lame. Forgets his name regularly, calls him "Holed"
  • galatea: actually they get along but galatea isn't going to be fixing him when she has a job as director to do
  • soseki: pussy joke and sei's influence
  • shikibu: believes that holden needs to reflect on himself first
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 9:55 AM
PUSSY JOKE CRAZY
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 9:56 AM
Soseki's also tired of dealing with men like that from her office life
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PUSSY JOKE
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ok but tbf
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lmaoo
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Holden is the embodiment of American young adult
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Yeah
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even lchs is just american teen
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He’s just the dudes I went to college with + my ex
KEKW 1
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 9:57 AM
We live in the land of the free 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈
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Smarter than him though
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 9:57 AM
HEELEPEP
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 9:59 AM
like insofar as I am projecting heavily on Soseki I do actually believe that treating holden with patience, dignity and respect (and I genuinely do mean using kindy teacher techniques on him) would help him but Soseki's had a lifetime of dealing with people like that so
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he’s the perfect definition of the “troubled child” case
10:01 AM
Lacking nurturing, and all of the shame and demeaning makes him feel worse and act up more
10:01 AM
But also his bad deeds can’t go unpunished
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:01 AM
genuinely though I think Suzhen could fix him
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Holsuzhen when /joke
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:02 AM
now, if you want it
10:02 AM
has to share with xu xian tho
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:02 AM
HELP
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Its ok he has
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2 hands and 2 legs
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:03 AM
tho tbh I think holsuzhen would be more like. delinquent + the only teacher they respect
10:04 AM
I also dont think this man should have any genuine love or affection
10:04 AM
like, it’d do something wrong to him
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rizunyan
I also dont think this man should have any genuine love or affection
****romantic
10:05 AM
Platonic or familial love only
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:05 AM
Liuholden platobic soul mates
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He’s both the fly and the carcass that the fly’s maggots feast upon
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:05 AM
/silyl
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REAL
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:06 AM
I feel like Suzhen telling him "good job! You're very tall and healthy. Have a sticker" would do things to his psyche
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He’d break down and cry
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:06 AM
"Is- Is everything okay, Holden?"
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:07 AM
Lil bro would break down more
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“S—Sorry, ma’am. I just…. no one’s e-ever told me that before.”
10:07 AM
only time he’ll say ma’am out of respect
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I CAN'T SEE HOLDEN BREAK DOWN I'M SORRY
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I think it’s a heartwarming sight ngl
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the sheer amount of me wantin to punch him is too much for this /j
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:07 AM
"That's so sad. Tell you what, Holden - next time I come back to this bus, you keep taking care of yourself and we can have some tea and chat, alright?"
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Like this tall, awkward dude Face all red, hair in his face, blubbering and crying pathetically
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:08 AM
"If you're good, I'll be sure to bring snacks."
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“Mm… yeah, Thanks a lot, that’d be cool. Lots of snacks, too.”
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rizunyan
Like this tall, awkward dude Face all red, hair in his face, blubbering and crying pathetically
pls we need to see this now
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Holden just needs a hug, and someone to brush his hair
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:10 AM
Word
10:10 AM
His hair has to have so many knots and lice
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yeah
10:11 AM
He doesn’t take good care of it, he isn’t really sure how to
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:11 AM
Lil crusty bitch
10:11 AM
Liu would eat the lice
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Drag him to Iris’ room, throw him in a water pool teach him
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he also needs to bath and his hair just make him into a wet cat
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:11 AM
Jumps on him.and bites
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NDNDNXNC
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rizunyan
He doesn’t take good care of it, he isn’t really sure how to
Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:12 AM
during her next visit Suzhen will show him how to wash his hair
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would suzhen be a bus transfer? Like formerly mephi now hyde (?)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:13 AM
yeah she was with mephi for a bit, then transfered to hyde, but comes back to check on overall nutrition and health (stuff that dante can't rewind away)
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oohhh
10:13 AM
The reason Celia became #16 /silly
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Number 1 Odelle Fan
during her next visit Suzhen will show him how to wash his hair
good good. And then he needs shampoos and stuff, ask Hong for recommendations that are on-budget (only one will be)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:14 AM
absolutely
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Boys with Long Hair stick together
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:15 AM
She gets him to lay his head in a basin and tells him to close his eyes while she explains how to clean and take care of his hair
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"Just this once, okay? I'll even show you how to blow dry it. You'd look really handsome if you took care of your hair, you know?"
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:15 AM
I NEED A SUZHEN
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🦶🦶🦶
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Gives an awkward smile, “heh, really? I thought I was dashing already.”
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# THE FOOT?!
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:16 AM
LMAOAOAO
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rizunyan
Gives an awkward smile, “heh, really? I thought I was dashing already.”
Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:17 AM
"You are, you lil' scamp. But you could go from 'dashing' to 'hottie of the month' with a little extra care!"
10:19 AM
at the very least he can shave his face and brush his teeth
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:19 AM
he gets a sticker for brushing his teeth
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Not overly well but good enough to pass and not be too stinky or hairy
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Cant really help the extensive rotting inside him
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It’s so bad he makes Dionne seem healthy /silly
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:19 AM
I think thats js the linbus condition
10:19 AM
HELLO
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:19 AM
Suzhen would be worrited about that though
10:20 AM
She'd point out the hole in his gut and go "...Does that hurt?"
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He doesn’t seem to mind, even if it’s a bit of a glaring issue
10:20 AM
just covers his abdomen in bandages
10:21 AM
“Aaaah, these rich folk would take poor saps like me and eat us. Some exquisite meal, I never even got paid for it. The rich feast on the poor or something, I dunno.” (edited)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:22 AM
"For real! I nearly got sold to a restaurant once. Nasty stuff."
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“I just wish I got time to let it heal before signing this contract. Now it’s all festering and gross, but if I save up enough money I can get a new chest. … … You think I should get one with abs? That’d be pretty sick.”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:25 AM
"That's unfortunate! I can give you some disinfectants for that to keep it clean - It'll prevent some stomachaches, at least." "...It'd be pretty cool to have shiny metal abs, yeah!"
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KSJFJSN
10:26 AM
SUZHEN SO SUPPORTIVE AWW
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:26 AM
I WILL EAT SUZHEN
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can't belive holden suzhen is now a thing ngl
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:27 AM
She's seen this type of boy before. A little bit of positive reinforcement and taking them seriously and they tend to become polite rather fast
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Its all platonic
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:27 AM
yeah
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Like an older sister figure or a mentor
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:28 AM
She would tell him to bend over so she can feel his hair to make sure that he's cleaning it properly and give it a good ruffling to let him know he did a good job
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Awwww
10:28 AM
Holden’s behavioral issues considerably lessen once he’s in Suzhen’s care (edited)
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:29 AM
absolutely
10:30 AM
Once they get along she might also teach him conversational techniques so he can say things without pissing too many people off
10:30 AM
whether he uses it or not is up to him but it doesn't hurt to tell him
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He’s taking notes, considering when / how to use them and what it’d replace in his vocabulary
10:31 AM
He pulls out the “well in my honest opinion” mid convo and makes ryoshu blow out a puff of smoke in laughter
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:31 AM
"How diligent of you! Go on, have another cupcake."
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:31 AM
HELP
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:32 AM
Suzhen probably has the benefit of Not Being Around Him All The Time
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Definitely
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:35 AM
Suzhen will see holden all fancied up at haruna's gathering and go "I raised that boy."
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His hair’s braided, he even got nice cologne from hong lu, wrapped up his gut hole in extra bandages Truly a dapper man
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:38 AM
HOLDBRAID
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:38 AM
I kinda wanna see him in a bun or ponytail
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manbun...
10:39 AM
He becomes red lu /j
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:39 AM
Boyloser redlu
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REDLU HELP
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:39 AM
but hong already means red!
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TRUE
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:39 AM
Evil lu
10:39 AM
😁
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he becomes blue.
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:40 AM
HELP
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name means red color is cyan is he stupid?
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:40 AM
dyed his hair for the occasion
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Chill
name means red color is cyan is he stupid?
yes
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Chill
name means red color is cyan is he stupid?
「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:40 AM
No hes colorblind
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LSNFNNSF
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um akshually 🤓- /SILLY
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HONG LU ISNT COLORBLIND
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:40 AM
HELP
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# OH MY GOD
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:40 AM
(or maybe the character for hong in honglu isn't the same for red)
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BLOB
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HSJAKSDFMFDSDF
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Is it?
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nope
10:41 AM
he's named after a type of jade
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鸿璐
10:41 AM
ahh
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:41 AM
yeah that's not red
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:41 AM
Me on a tuseday night
10:41 AM
Oou
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the hong in his name is directly translated to swan, i think
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SO HOLDEN IS RED LU
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swan lu
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:41 AM
Hes a lil elengan
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they look fairly similar either way
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as an adjective it means grand
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ok tbf, hong lu is associated with red in a way
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he’s like the unpolished one
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grand jade, something like that
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rizunyan
he’s like the unpolished one
「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:42 AM
Honglu if he was in college debt and poverty
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yoa
ok tbf, hong lu is associated with red in a way
His name is inspired from the title
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yep
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# YOU THINK HOLDEN WENT TO COLLEGE?
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:42 AM
HELP
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# HE’S A HIGH SCHOOL DROPOUT
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:42 AM
U NEVER KNOW??
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waterblob
the hong in his name is directly translated to swan, i think
hong lu and princess tutu omg
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:42 AM
ITS LIKE LIU BEING 30
10:42 AM
U NEVER KNOW (edited)
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lmaooo
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throws hong lu into odelle's ballet syndicate /SILLY
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HOLDEN GOING TO COLLEGE IS LIKE SAYING YI SANG STOP DRINKING SPOILED MILK
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HELP
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:43 AM
I support
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he’d fit in….
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:43 AM
LMAOAOAO
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pretty man
10:43 AM
I see hong and holden as pseudo-brothers which makes the whole Sei incident even funnier
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:43 AM
Sei has a type
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:43 AM
men with long hair
10:43 AM
And in her infinite pansexual wisdom
10:43 AM
She went with the more GNC one
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sei: both are dumb but I went with the rich one
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smart move
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/23/2023 10:45 AM
the rich and TOLERABLE one
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he is more tolerable yea
10:45 AM
And he knows how to care for himself
10:45 AM
Holden aint even mad abt it fr he’s glad hong is happy
10:46 AM
Both of them are (possible) Victims of Familial Neglect / Helicoptering at the same time
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also sei and holden isn't exactly a very good relationship couple tbh
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Exactly
10:47 AM
Thats why its that toxic one night stand
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「•ROSE TOY•」 10/23/2023 10:47 AM
Maybe im 80nyrs when theyre both dead
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HELP
10:48 AM
STOP
12:53 AM
In the kindest way possible, Sei did this to Holden.
12:53 AM
From the lean in to the sudden slap, the betrayal
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/27/2023 12:55 AM
saying "in the kindest way possible" for somethign utterly unkind
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Listen
12:58 AM
I’m not trying to humiliate him more than she did already
12:58 AM
Yknow?
12:58 AM
I mean it from a “my bad man you rly did get played” perspective and not the usual “dumbass fell for the fat ass”
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Number 1 Odelle Fan 10/27/2023 1:01 AM
ohh I see I see
1:01 AM
yeah no it was kinda like. I'm not sure if he could have avoided it yknow
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He really couldn’t have avoided it
1:02 AM
He was the perfect victim
11:53 AM
Holden hateposting
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「•ROSE TOY•」 11/2/2023 11:57 AM
ONGGG
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